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that light within me;
Quotes: “There is a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby sometimes love just aint enough.” Destined: carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
Friday, July 29, 2011, 10:59 PM
没想到我还是会在意。

kind of spoil my day. but at least i understand it isn't the same anymore.



那個男人-楊宗緯


有個男人愛著你 用心愛著你
那個男人愛著你 徹底愛著你
他情願變成影子 守候著你 跟隨著你
那個男人愛著你 心卻在哭泣

還需要多久多長 多傷
你才會聽見他 沒說 的話
堅強像謊言一樣 不過是一種偽裝
他只希望有個機會能被你愛上

還需要多久多長 多渴望
你才會走向他 貼在他的身旁
微笑像謊言一樣 是最起碼的假裝
眼淚只能躲藏

那個男人愛著你 忘記了自己
從此他小心翼翼 靜靜等待愛情
他情願選擇相信 為了你 不言不語
那個男人愛著你 傷埋在回憶

不論要多久多長 多傷
他還是愛著你 一如 往常
就好像一個傻瓜 對著那空氣說話
他會不會有個機會能被你愛上

還需要多久多長 多渴望
你才會走向他 貼在他的身旁
微笑像謊言一樣 是最起碼的假裝
眼淚只能躲藏

那個男人就是我你知道嗎
還是知道卻假裝不知道嗎
問到沙啞
你也不會
回答

還需要多久多長 多傷
你才會聽見我 沒說 的話
堅強像謊言一樣 不過是一種偽裝
我只希望有個機會能被你愛上

不論要多久多長 多受傷
我還是愛著你 每分每秒一樣
就好像一個傻瓜 對著那空氣說話
等著被你愛上

Wednesday, June 01, 2011, 2:00 AM
how amazing it can be...that while you are currently rushing over proposal deadlines and greatly lacking of sleep, you wondered off to his fb and her blog, and suddenly what seems to have been deeply buried in your heart surfaced once again like as if it happen just only ystd. I thought it had been over for years and i should have recovered fully by now. But i guess no matter how things may have changed or how many years may have passed, it will always remains somehow an impact, for your heart could not forget how painful it once had been.

i am not trying to say that i have not forgiven. No. I have long forgiven and let go. But i guess i could never forget.

Friday, February 25, 2011, 4:57 PM
thank you so much, for you are the very first who considers me as special in your heart. Thank you as well, for always making me feel loved and cared. But i am really sorry.. for not being able to return you anything, for time and fate does not bring us together at the moment. I hope you could move on, for it makes me feel really bad if i continue to impede you...I am totally helpless, for i do not know what i can do more to reduce your pain ..and it hurts me to hurt you as well:/

Wednesday, February 02, 2011, 2:16 AM



《她说》
曲：林俊杰
词：孙燕姿

她静悄悄的来过，她慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺，还是没有带走了寂寞...

我们爱的没有错，只是美丽的独秀，太折磨...
她说无所谓，只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托...

等不到天黑，烟火不会太完美。
回忆烧成灰，还是等不到结尾。
她曾说的无所谓，我怕一天一天被摧毁...
等不到天黑，不敢凋谢的花蕾，雨也在跟随，翻开刺痛的滋味。

今后不再怕天明，我想只是害怕清醒...
不怕天明，我想只是害怕清醒

Monday, January 10, 2011, 12:16 AM
Random enough, i went to visit someone's blog. It's been quite some time already since the last time i have visited it. Well, i 've read some recent posts and realises some people really changes. They grow up and understand certain things better. Or maybe, in another perspective, they have been the same all the while, it was just that i never got to know that side of them...unfortunately. Nevertheless, it is good that people progress on..they progress, she progress..or maybe he also have progress...one day i hope i do as well(:

Tuesday, January 04, 2011, 2:04 AM
This is what happens when my com lags and i am in the midst of rotting:
(FYI, the status of my com lagging means that i cant play games,watch videos or play music. Everything become slowwww...)

1. FACEBOOK
- Ultimately i would have went through most of the recent statuses and if there is nothing interesting..i would close the page.

2. TUMBLR
- hohoho. My favourite thing to do everyday:searching and tumbling beautiful photos:D I love to look at beautiful tumblr blogs and reblog whatever picture that catches my eye(: I can spamm from day to night. However, i believe things should have a limit..I will stop when i feel that i reblog too much.

3.MANGA
- Without tumblr and fb, i will visit familiar manga sites and check out new manga releases. Maybe i am too up to date (LOL) ..there is only 1-2 new chapters i can read per day. At times, there can be NONE.

4.BLOGGER?
- i dun really blog these days. Those who still happens to read this here should know:P and yes that is my last resort and so here i am:D Now you should understand the reason i am here writing this random stuff. RAWRRR.


Great, now i am done with blogging. And then.....????





Monday, January 03, 2011, 10:53 PM
i just can't stop comparing. And the more i do that, the more flaws i can find. Yet foolish enough, i pretend nothing had happen and everything is alright. Why am i asking for so much yet at the same time unable to face what seems to be the truth?

maybe that was the very mistake i made long ago. I just hope the outcome wun turn out to be the same again...