As i have mentioned earlier in my previous posts, you need to be disciplined in order to achieve something. unfortunately, i am definitely not doing the very right thing as i have preached because i have been slacking for the past few weeks and many things have been placed on hold due to my laziness:X Understanding the logic that time is precious will not help if my bad habit of ignorance and procrastination does not change. it is time for me to buck up!

ps: jieying cannot believe that she initially wrote a very long post today but in the end she deleted everything except for this paragraph. zzz.

University applications are kinda ...troublesome.
but i shall not complain since everybody is on the same boat. lols.

i was halfway through writing my financial summary for my NUS financial aid application that i decided to stop and continue the next day as it was rather late and i will need to take ample rest to stay alert tomorrow for work. Before i sleep, i decided to take a quick glance on latest facebook updates tonight and i saw this:

"Brick walls are there not to stop you. They are there to TEST how determined you are in getting what you want. The next time you face your "brick wall", be happy. Because you are very close to achieving your goals and dreams :)"

this was posted by Eric Feng and i really like it. It gives me motivation to try harder for the NUS scholarship essay which had caused me to be quite troubled a few hours ago.

hopefully i can break through these walls soon(:

从心启航(:

以中文来叙述这次的感受与经历，我觉得应当比较贴切吧？(:也在此同时我想我也能复习一下已许久没有接触的中文写作。:P 如有居多错误，请各位多多包含。

昨天似乎是我们圣尼各拉女校中文学会这几年以来有史一次4代(可能还有更多)学姐的重逢吧？我们都为了这一次意义相当重大的演出而聚在一起。我们red badge在三年前的最后演出之后，因为某些因素，启航已有两年没有举行了。对此我相信blue badge 和 yellow badge 都深感遗憾。而这次领导群是只曾有一年启航经验的green badge,老实说在演出开始之前真是期待又担心。

不过最后一切都还蛮顺利，剧本与演员们都表现不错。当然也少不了后台各个幕后人员的功劳(:当学妹们邀请我们到台上演唱启航之歌时，我仿佛回到了我中学生涯里那每一年参与启航的回忆。我中一演出的黄梅调，中二和一群学姐们制作启航video,中三是当上了designer,最后在中四当上了导演。。。。果真是记忆犹新啊！

希望启航的精神永远不会失传，学妹们会带着我们给予他们期望奋斗下去！

“ 我们明年起航再见！”

ps: gosh i lost my qihang programme booklet 2007! :x

I have been rather busy with all the university applications these days. But wells thanks to many who have helped me in one way or another(: without all of you i doubt i can be able to manage my job, applications and so on well enough lately(:

lols while typing happily away on this current post, i almost forgot i had a previous draft that did not get posted as i gave up writing few days ago. Come to think of it, it was a pretty good and rather long post since i hardly blog in that manner.(hahahs the "i think" pretty good english manner:p) In addition, i recalled myself typing really passionately then. But its fate had now been set to be hidden in the drafts folder forever and it wun be surprising if i will to delete it intentionally few months to come. For a moment, i incidentally relate this small matter to how i perceive my dreams and goals in the future. Will my attitude towards the insignificant draft be the same next time as to how i deal with my goals and dreams? Will my passion die down after awhile? especially when after i met some obstacles or after i find psychology no more as interesting as i previously found it to be? lols perhaps i am just thinking too much again. However, to admit it truthfully, i am not sure of the answer.

Nonetheless, i had some inspirations from my boss's memo today. He said that when we have a dream or goal, we need to be DISCIPLINED. We must be disciplined in our attitude towards reaching it and no other alternatives should satisfy us. I find it very true. and perhaps for me, i need to be disciplined in my belief as well, the belief that i can make it, the belief that my passion will never die(: jiayous jieying!

btw, my fellow temp friend left our company today:x i doubt she know my blog, but wish that she can get to her desired uni course/ university and
hopefully she can enjoy and rest for the other half of the holidays!

GOSH GOSH GOSH

Maturity..

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all of us have still a long way to go.

perhaps i have expected too much from all of you . and perhaps i should just accept whatever it's been.