hmm i think i can roughly understand now why there are so many white collars who love to drink coffee during working hours. coz i am drinking coffee everyday now too. lols! Those who knows me quite well should know that i dun drink coffee for leisure purposes becoz i dun have a special liking to it. But for now or even during A levels preparation in the past, i drank coffee to keep myself alert and awake. Seriously, it really works:D Now, i can't live without coffee every single working day. tsktsk. hahas

It's been sooo long since i actually blog properly. I've been working as an admin assistant (second job in case some dunno, i quit the first one) for the past 2 weeks at a private hostel. Nothing much to comment about, generally it was pretty okay and the colleagues there are nice(: Hopefully eveything goes well and i will stay all the way till june or something(:

Btw, weiling and i went to nyp allied health science camp ystd morning to know more about occupational therapy.Truthfully, i find the courses pretty fun and i believe that i will be able to enjoy the job quite well.However i heard that the pay isn't very high in singapore and i really hope that i can get a job that have good prospect in that area as well:x Moreover, my first choice psychology might not be able to guarantee a good job as well:x i guess i really need to set out some time to research more and think more about it -nods- I shouldn't make the decision impulsively since this is a decision that will affect my future career pathway and rest of my life as well.Hmm.

Oh also i found out that my blood type is possibly A negative through the blood test activity today at the camp. I am a rare blood type sia and might need to inject some shots (rhogam shots i think)when i am get pregnant in the future becoz my neg blood might mix with the baby's blood if they are positive and it will harm both of us or something. Blood bank is also calling out all A neg and O neg blood grp to step forward to donate becoz we are tooooo rare and blood is in demand. Hmm i guess i will go donate in years' time and also keep a bag for myself or something. lols:D

beautiful lyrics:) love it since i first heard it!
so nice!highly recommended! FIR album this time not bad(:



F.I.R. - 向日葵盛開的夏天

櫻花飄過了秋天　你我分開的季節
眼淚疼了　無法表達
反覆在我心深處的掙扎
傘為你開　卻被你收

踏在青色柏油路　忘記走習慣的路
害怕了嗎　想念你啊
夏天的向日葵不說心事
傷感的字　亂了理智　無法掩飾

感謝你陪伴我　走過了每一步
花終究會雕落　沒辦法再呵護
這真的是一段　很難熬的路
觸碰感情深處　我才讀懂幸福

經過一陣雷雨　太陽依舊燦爛
雨後的向日葵　會安靜的陪伴
你說過每一句　會好好記住
在陌生的未來　我會更勇敢

this dance and song simply rocks sia! i guess i really like this kind of dances( those that can make your body look damn fluid and must be danced by guys:p). the hands movements really cool!

today is my so called " last day of freedom" since i am starting work from tmr onwards(: for the past few days i had kept myself busy enough to celebrate the end of freedom. lols:p

1. harmoc party
part of nobody went to the harmoc party on saturday at sentosa. time flies sia, we were officially j3s by then. but sadly, we were the only j3s there. there were not many j2s as well but many j4s came(: the whole party went off quite smoothly and thanks rachel and other excos for your effort! and of course thanks to all j2s for the nice food!


nobody's jumping shot!

exactly one year. for you.



軌跡
作詞：黃俊郎　作曲：周杰倫

怎麼隱藏　我的悲傷　失去妳的地方
妳的髮香　散得匆忙　我已經跟不上

閉上眼睛　還能看見　妳離去的痕跡
在月光下　一直找尋　那想念的身影

如果說分手　是苦痛的起點
那在終點之前　我願意再愛一遍
想要對妳說的　不敢說的愛
會不會有人　可以明白

我會發著呆　然後忘記妳　接著緊緊閉上眼
想著哪一天　會有人代替　讓我不再想念妳

我會發著呆　然後微微笑　接著緊緊閉上眼
又想了一遍　妳溫柔的臉　在我忘記之前

心裡的眼淚　模糊了視線　
妳已快　看不見

:) JIEYING's NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:

jieying, you are so immature. too immature till i cannot stand it. so jieying, grow up. please. dun get affected by the slightest thing. dun be too vulnerable in front of most people. you need to learn more, experience more, reflect more. control your thinkings, actions and dun blame others when for goodness sake it is simply your own fault. learn to care, love and be more considerate. stay strong in your own beliefs but change and adapt when others seems more logical and justified. be objective and dun be selfish. learn to take more pain and suffering while treasuring your happiness. do not be greedy, take just what is enough and learn to give as well. stop your stupid temper in front of your family and learn to respect them the same way as how people do, not in your own way of respect. be less sensitive to yourself and be more sensitive of others' needs. of course, you must learn to forgive and forget. let go of what happened in the past and how badly it have affected you. coz no matter what, what was done was done. i know you are just a human, just a 18 year old girl. but c'mon jieying, i expect more from you. i hope you to be a 18 year old outside but a more mature being inside. try your very best to kick away your bad habits and those bad characteristics learnt due to whatever pain you suffered last time. you are you, jieying. so, stay strong. and i hope to see you improved, grown up and matured at the end of 2010.