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that light within me;
Quotes: “There is a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby sometimes love just aint enough.” Destined: carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
Tuesday, November 28, 2006, 9:15 PM
today went for guo lao shi's playwright course. We started writing script alr. we divided into 3 grps to start writing. i am with chuwen and xuezhen one group. we have to plan out 3 storylines out of the theme.it was tiring but worth it;)

had a new haircut today.quite bad;( nvm but i prefer to be optimistic.it will GROW back.hahas

talking to xilei on the phone just now.i realise that we dun talk in normal language. every 5 mins baby sounds will be there.and now she claims herself as XIXI.hahas..lols

Monday, November 27, 2006, 9:13 PM
recieved the latest news
BANNER PROPOSAL IS APPROVED!!
thanks wang lao shi!

banner can start work liaoz
jia you banner!@
:)

, 6:47 PM
Today was a long TIRING day..but i learnt alot ;) well today i went ot school first to see the sec ones souvenirs meeting.well they were generally alright lah..not that bad.they enjoyed themselves in the meeting and i believed they will produce good souvenirs proposals!(hey hey sec ones..i praise u all until so good..dun disappoint me horr...haha) with some other lishis we let wang lao shi see the modified banner proposal that looks quite cool(orange and red in colour). but in the end we got a NO from her as she said it looks like a hongbao.other teachers agreed with her also lah..well since like that we had compromised with her a bit..actually it does look a bit like hongbao lah..i cant deny that..then the rest of the meeting i didnt attend as me,esti and xw need to rush to guo lao shi playwright course at dramabox.

Dramabox lessons was fun and inspiring. We had thought out of the qihang theme alr thus we were analysing the theme today and stating some egs(well for the theme i dunno can tell or not so i shall keep it as a secret..haha;P)it was really thrilling as we went along uncoverng all the facts and truth abt life and how does pple treated life.it was really amazing how some pple fall into addiction and trapped in himself and never be able to pick himself up again.
the using of mind and heart to make decision makes me ponder too..truthfully i dun really know what exactly i am using to make decisions..i think i use both heart and mind .character analysis suddenly become so difficult as we went in deeper and deeper. we realised that actually we had always fixed a certain character trait for that person and we always thought that he or she will be like that.but in real life..u may not know..it is not certain.a model student who is filial and logical may suddenly went to commit suicide. many people may not be able to believe it as he or she is not such person who will kill himself.but circumstances may force him or her to or he or she may just suddenly want to die. really today i learnt a lot.tmr going to continue the lessons..i really looking forward to it;)


after the lessons a whole lot of us went to take CT8 back to amk.we waited for a very long time lah haha.and the trip was long and dizzy too.(siowyu oso were dizzy after that).well when we reached amk i took another bus back to toa payoh to retrieve my letter left in my old house.it was really tiring but it was an impt letter so i just went to take lor.finally after that i went home..sitting in front of com now blogging after my bath and dinner..haha

Saturday, November 25, 2006, 7:15 PM
new blogskin!
hope u all will like it!

, 4:24 PM
camp is over!
my final camp as a huiyuan and lishi!
next year i will be attending as a xue jie(senoir) already
time passed so fast
red badge are now the leading badge
and yellow up next
it was just as though yesterday was stil my first day in st nicks
haha
this year camp went well
i was the jian du with kuan yu for the seventh grp
well in the end they named themselves as
" yay 的第七组”
sounds familiar right?
haha they copied from jay's song title
we played tge thinking games,
treasure hunt and breakfast game tgt
they were fun and the grp enjoyed it
but it was quite tiring as they involved lots
of running around
esp for treasure hunt!
thanks to harkhui who set the stations
all tgt there was 16 stations
and all were very far away from each other
thus when we wanted to proceed to the next station
we had to run the the other end of the school
and the cycle went on in this manner
it was so tiring lah!
worst was that this was the first game we played
we dun even had energy for the other games alr!
yeyou was a success!
we managed to scare a few junoirs to tears
haha
the others were quite brave lah
some of them say that this year yeyou was scary but
some say not
solo walk to them was okay lah/./.
there was only some jam up in the middle
a bit of anti-climax
and becoz st johns had thier station in the fam lounge
thus the noise was kind of anti-climax too
my makeup was THICK
thanks to suwi
kahyee applied one layer of foundation in the first place
but i find myself still not as pale as i want yet
thus i ask suwi to help me
she tried A LOT of foundations on me to see which one
is the palest
in the end she found one and applied on me
but in the end it was TOO PALE
then she applied another darker one on me
FINALLY MY COLOUR WAS OKAY
hahas
if i went to count i think i had more than
4 layers of foundation
then chuwen helped me in the eye shadows
in the end it looked okay lah
just that the foundation still looked kind
of thick
suwi was laughing all teh way
when she saw her final production lah!
luckily it was still quite easy to remove all these layers of makeup
after yeyou was lishis' night watch
it was TERRIBLE FOR ME
i was so sleepy taht i went to sleep
but only for 2 hrs plus
when i woke up it was arnd 5
i wanted to go back to sleep but i must stay for nightwatch
yunjie,ziai and jinghan they all never sleep at all lah
i really dunno how did they manage to do it
it was only until the captain ball that we played
the next morning that really woke me up
if not i think i would have fainted during the breakfast game
when we break camp and went home
i slept a total of 17 hrs
until the next morning
::i got wake up in between for an hr to eat dinner::
::haha::

Sunday, November 19, 2006, 9:06 PM

this is what i had been watching these days
the magicians of love
cool?
hahas
i think it is quite a nice drama serial
but i am not that crazy about it
but i will still use the usual fast speed to
finish watching
as i have another one waiting for me
;P
i been neglecting my homework
i hope i can catch up once i finish the craze
i will try to finish all the drama serials
my auntie bought me this week
:: but it seem abit impossible::
::hahas..as my auntie buy a new set each week::
lots of work to catch up
and all kinds of revision
quite worried
but i will try my best
camp is nearing
i am very excited abt ye you
hope it will all go well
i hope there will be no complaints froom the neighbours
well this year we camp with st johns again
::ARGH xilei...::
they are having night trail too
but heard that they are starting later than us
hopefully we wun clash
clashing in yeyou is sooo anti climax
haha

Thursday, November 16, 2006, 2:03 AM
been playing maple till 3 am
i think i am mad today
been aiming to level and ctaching 15 bubblings at the same time
even though it may seem hard but i manage to do it
tired
should have some rest now
//

Tuesday, November 14, 2006, 10:51 PM
i really think that i should change my blogskin
i changed it every year around this period
just nice ;)
my urge to change return back again

////

these few days were hectic
been trying to rush out the motorola competition
everything come so last minute for us
so we did last minute work too
and due to asia-pac conference we were not able to finish the prototype early
we only finished it like today one hour before the dateline?!
becoz we were so rush
i stayed at xilei's house until as late as 1130 to do work for
2 consecutive nights
we did not have enough sleep and all the work
drained us a lot
truthfully i never had experienced such rush when
i prepared for competition
usually we were only left 1 or 2 stuff undone
on the last day and we would be able to finish it quite fast
but this time
almst everything is undone today
it is until the last 1 hour when we start finishing all the reports,prototype and stuffs
we were late for the maths lesson today too
becoz we had to send the ppt slides to the in-charge
but the computer in the d n t lab is very slow as the pictures
occupied a lot of its memory
however in the end when we finished everything
we had a sense of satisfaction
as at least our project are up to of a certain standard
thanks to all the teachers who help us too
especially mdm suah and ms ng!
we depended on mr ng to create and produce our prototype
and we asked a lot of questions to mdm suah to clear our doubts
friday will be the actual day
xilei will have to start preparing the speech
good luck to ourselves;P
i hope al will go well


i've been getting a lot of mosquito bites these days
in fact my whole family have this problem
we have been trying to solve this problem by sprying baygone
in the house
it makes whole house smell
arghh

Saturday, November 11, 2006, 9:43 PM
i think i may change my blog skin this holiday
dunno i see first
(actually what sort of blogskin doesnt really matter to me)
(the functions are still there will be just alright )

yesterday evening we had the tea,tiffin and poetry session
poets like Madeline lee, Chris Mooney Singh
and Felix Cheong attended the session
they shared their poems in the session
due to my low level of understanding(hahas;P)
at least half of the poems i dun really understand
waht exactly were they talking about...
i personally like Felix Cheong's presentation
and his poems
even though his poems are kind of sadistic
for example he wrote about a poem of a serial killer
how exactly the serial feel when he kills people
and how the addiction is so strong that he cant stop killing
he expressed it in a very dramatic way
unlike the normal way of just standing there and recite
he recite it with feelings
like if the poem is in the person of a child
he will use a child's voice to recite
to me it make me feel more realistic and easier to imagine
the impact will be stronger to me then
i researched abotu some of the poets coming too
(hahas..dun think that i am that hardworking)
(i researched as rina told me to prepare some qns so
to help the class the ask qns)
(that is why i did research but in the end i nv
get the chance to ask lah as others ask liaoz and no time to)
overall it was a nice session
for food our class prepare "fruits with chocolate",sandwich
and hotdog with pineapple kebab
well i am in the section where we prepared the "fruits with chocolate"
it is kind of a last minute decision to prepare that food
in the end it is knid of a disaster
hahas
we thought that it look so disgusting that nobody want to eat
but in the end evrything is gone!
well i hope that they will not be sickk after that!
hahas


beisdes all these ystd is a badd day
i have war with flu virus again
after so many weeks of peace
actually it is my fault
i stop taking the vitamin C last week
the vitamin C that have been making peaceful agreements wth teh virus
all these while
HAHA


//stop what u should stop//
//before it become uncontrollable//
//u should understand the symptons//
//u experience it before//

Thursday, November 09, 2006, 3:18 PM
i am in the school library now
with xilei
dun really have much mood
as just now we recieved a terrible news
WE ARE GOING TO MISS THE SCHOOL ON 17 NOV

the motorola competition presentation is on 17 nov
me and xilei have to go to the company there to present
it is in the morning thus we cant be able to attend that day at all
another team from 3 grace too
well this is really terrible
the last day of schooL!
and xilei gg to miss her last invest
i am not going to watch teh last invest too;(
dunno why we are so unlucky
why must they choose that day?
and only one of us can go up to present to the judges
well of course i get xilei to go up
i am nto really verbal u see...

well gtg

Monday, November 06, 2006, 6:15 PM
the good academic awardees list are out
duh i am not inside lah
truthfully i rather get this than good service award
since i have been targeting this award for quite some time
but for 3 years i had been failing my goal
anyway i am already quite lucky
at least i got one of the award
quite surprising to me though
i never think that i will get it lah
haha

this whole weekend i spent my time
helping dramabox
quite fun and enriching
we had 2 consecutive outdoor performance
at Bedok central and ang mo kio central
at first it is kind of tough for me
as we do not know what and how to help
and they are all so busy to give us instructions
their standards are high thus when we did our task
we hardly met up to thier expectations
but it is at least a good thing that thier standard is high;)
the show is nice too!
it is a forum theatre where the audience can participates
actively to help to solve the problems or u can say give thier opinions
in certain scenes of the performance
the response from the audience to come up on stage is quite well
i can see that they really enjoyed ah
;)

there is still 2 more performance next weekend
at chinatown on sat (near OG) and another one at tiong bahru
it starts at 730 pm and end at arnd 10
if interested go and watch!
hahahas

well besides helping out i spent my rest of my time on MY GIRL@!@
it is damn nice lah!
something like MY LOVELY SAMSOON
it is about this love story where a men fall in love with a woman when they are faking to be cousins
this whole lie started when GONG CAN(the main actor) wanted to find her real lost cousin
as his grandfather wanted to see her
when his grandfather was going to die and yet he still did not find her yet
he decided to ask YOU LIN( the main actress) to fake to be his cousin as she look like her
becoz she was in need of money
she agreed and went to see the grandfather
miraculously he recovered and wanted her to move back to live him
shocked, GONG CAN and YOU LIN couldn't do anything but to continue lying
becoz of this... YOULIN got "salary " from GONG CAN montly so that she can take care of his grandfather
well,same as MY LOVELY SAMSOON
YOU LIN gradually fall in love with him.unfortunately,
GONG CAN already have a girlfriend he loved very much
YOU LIN not wanting to disturb and affect them choose to cry in the dark
and not telling GONG CAN her real feelings
becoz of being so weak and crying so much
another guy ZHEN YU, GONG CAN's friend fall in love with her
he tried to win her heart but failed
as she had fall in love too deeply on GONG CAN that she cannot pull herself away
WELL...GONG CAN gradually fall in love with YOU LIN too but cant express his feelings for her
as he knew that the lie of being cousins will continue forever if they cant find the real lost cousin
then they can't get married as they have to continue be cousins forever
their love journey was hard with many obstacles from the family ,ZHEN YU
and GONG CAN's GIRLFRIEND
(in the end he broke up with her as he realise he dun love her anymore)
in the end they finally got together as all of them are touched by thier great love
and determination
so MUST WATCH!!!
hahahs
here are some pics:D