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that light within me;
Quotes: “There is a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby sometimes love just aint enough.” Destined: carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
Friday, February 27, 2009, 5:31 PM
lols i have nth much to blog about these days. so i am here coz of my favourite hobby: posting lyrics:D

cts are coming. yet distractions > motivation . focus focus focussssssssssssssss

i forgot if i have posted this lyrics before. but i must say it is beautiful(: i highlighted almost everything hahas:D

我懷念的-孫燕姿
作詞:姚若龍 作曲:李偲菘 

我問為什麼 那女孩傳簡訊給我 
而你為什麼 不解釋 低著頭沉默
我該相信你很愛我 不願意敷衍我 
還是明白你已不想挽回什麼

想問為什麼 我不再是你的快樂 
可是為什麼 卻苦笑說我都懂了 
自尊常常將人拖著 把愛都走曲折 
假裝了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸 
狼狽比失去難受

我懷念的 是無話不說 
我懷念的 是一起作夢 
我懷念的 是爭吵以後 
還是想要愛你的衝動 

我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌 
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口 
(誰記得) 誰忘了

我懷念的 是無言感動 
我懷念的 是絕對熾熱
我懷念的 是你很激動 
求我原諒抱得我都痛

我記得你在背後 我記得我顫抖著
記得感覺洶湧 最美的煙火 最長的相擁

誰愛的太自由 誰過頭太遠了 
誰要走我的心 誰忘了那就是承諾
誰自顧自地走 誰忘了看著我 
誰讓愛變沉重 誰忘了要給你溫柔
(我懷念的) 

我還有想要愛你的衝動

我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口
我放手 我讓座 假灑脫 誰懂我多麼不捨得
太愛了 所以我 沒有哭 沒有說

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狼狽比失去難受

Saturday, February 21, 2009, 7:22 PM
DBSK- don't say goodbye

i am crazy over this songggg



6 GOOD REASONS WHY YOU SHOULD WATCH THIS:
1. coz it is a very very very nice and emotional song(:
2. the lyrics is niceeeee
3.their live singing is gooood (haiz how i wish taiwan boybands like fahrenheit can sing live as good as them)
4.first time i find micky charming(the gold hair with specs guy)
5.jaejoong is still as charming as ever:D (the one standing in the middle)
6.COZ ME, WEILING AND HOHO LOVE IT!HAHA

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함께 나눈 약속이 내겐 전부인걸요

Thursday, February 19, 2009, 8:16 PM
ENTJ-->ENFJ--->INFJ

hmm quite diff from i did the previous 2 times. but perhaps this is what i am feeling now.

people change.

AND I MUST SAYYY.I AM RARE.for now at least:D


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Wednesday, February 18, 2009, 11:11 PM
PURPLE LINE-DBSK



i must say i liked mirotic the best:D and lols i prefer the korea version of this song but this jap version vid have the best translation i have seen for the song,hence i decided to blog this instead.

okay random but i missed joy luck(: one of my favourite paragraphs:

" I saw a girl complaining of not being seen was unbearable. i saw the mother lying in bed in her long flowing robes. Then the girl pulled out a sharp sword and told her mother, ' Then you must die the death of a thousand cuts. It is the only way to save you.'
The mother accepted this and close her eyes. The sword came down and sliced back and forth, up and down, whish!whish!whish! And the mother screamed and shouted, cried out in terror and pain. But when she opned her eyes, she saw no blood, no shredded flesh.
The girl said, 'Do you see now?'
The mother nodded:' Now i have perfect understanding.i have already experienced the worst. After this, there is no worst possible thing.'
And the daughter said,'Now you must come back, to the other side. Then you can see why you were wrong.'
And the girl grabbed her mother's hand and pulled her through the wall. "

- lena st. clair- The voice from the wall, Joy Luck Club


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once killed, she had experienced the worst.
thus , she will try to be strong enough to endure the more stabs to come.

Saturday, February 14, 2009, 11:31 PM
i like this photo!:D

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE!

(:

thanks for today's dinner(: kinda fun. and thank you weiling for telling me the truth, i really appreciate your honesty and care(:

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killing her innocence and trust, i guess she will never come back.

沉默是我最后宽容

Monday, February 09, 2009, 10:15 PM
i decided to split this long post into 2 different posts, taking a break in between to rest after typing and posting so much:P

4.ORIENTATION 09!
haha i've been hoping to be an ogl since last year when i first joined VJC and experienced orientation 08.i guess i got really attracted by the strong vjc spirit and ever highness during the orientation itself. it spurs me to want to take up the ogl role and experience it again, this time not as freshmen but instead someone who can share and pass on the spirit to the juniors. i got a chance last year to be an O2 OGL in Ivanhoe but perhaps O2 wasnt as successful as O1, thus i was far more excited for this year's orientation.i felt really fortunate to be chosen as OGL and in IVANHOE AGAIN! As usual we did a lot of cheering, mass dancing trainings before orientation started.Even though it could be rather boring at times but when it comes to the real orientation we had fun teaching the freshmen.i must say, IVANHOE U ROCKKKK!!! thanks to all the ogls who had contributed so much to this orientation to ensure that ivanhoe will be hyped up.especially our heads althea and basil, million of thanks to you all!(:

and of course to the ivanhoe freshmen, IV8 I WANT!wells as usual la, u all were kinda dead on the first and second day. perhaps coz u all did not know each other and havent got into the mood yet. but i am glad that u all really took initiative to lead the cheers and games on the last 3 days.hope you all had funn!and LOLL, i know i cmi in mass dance la, so hopefully u all didnt screw up so much in the mass dance section since i dunno how to teach u all. haha we can learn tgt!i am the fastest learning "freshmen" rmb!hahahs:D

lastly thanks to my sub og partners nicholas,charissa and gerald!nice working with you all in the sub og!:D

even though i think that this year's orientation still have much more to improve on, i must still say that IT ROCKS(:

here are some photos!( my whole sub og photo not available:/)


harmoc pple at suntec!

IV8 ogls!:nicholas,me and charissa

here are some freshmen photosss:
vanessa and siyun



me, hansheng and brandon.(actually i dunno what they were doing,were they trying to act old O.O)

me and vanessa



hansheng and brandon



IV8!(those who went to suntec:D)
5.BIRTHDAYS
lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY(belated) TO XIAOWEI, FANG FANG, FANGTING AND GLEN!
so sorry i forgot to send u all birthday msgs:/hope you all dun mind! and LOL glen ang hope you like our special cake(18 FISH CAKES) we prepared for u today!HAHAHA
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i am sorry. but your shadow was not strong at all, thus it got killed by time.

, 9:33 PM
oh manns this is going to be a long long long long post! there were so many things happening this week and i finally found time to update my blog(:

1.BAI NIAN AT MR LEE's HSE!
some of the harmoc j2s and senior batches went to mr lee's hse last lastsunday to bai nian!:D hahas i was kinda excited since i only stepped into mr lee's hse once:P a lot of seniors went but unfortunately for our batch only 5 went la.but still we chit chat ,camwhored and had fun all the way, especially when mr lee have a full length mirror beside his kitchen. we simply just sat there and camwhored most of the time lar!
5 of us with mr lee(:HAPPY HARMOC A TO E( too bad g,f,h cant come:/ )

2. send jason off at the airport
My class went to terminal 3 last saturday to send jason off to study overseas. i was kinda shocked to find out that arnd 18 people in my class went.well we had planned quite a number of class outings but hardly 10 would turn up.but i am glad that jason's departure have made so many of us gather at one place and bond tgt(: we took photos with him and i wished him good luck(: despite our cmi voices due to ogl-ing we went to Fish and Co to eat FRIED FISHES. it was pretty ironic since the last mass class outing we had was JTS at Fish and Co too.LOL.
jason: i dunno if u will see this but hope you will do well there!(:
3. 4 of US:D
Once again, 4 of us gathered! no seoul garden and no steamboat this time.Instead, we went for CAFE CARTEL BREAKFAST.LOL. For the whole five years of gathering we never had a breakfast outing before, but due to the busy schedules that each of us had(okay i am sorry, i cmi the most:/), we decided to had breakfast tgt.it was really cool when we sat down and just update each other abt our lives.5 years of friendship lasted merely through those gatherings we had tgt once in a while.i really treasure you all my friends, i guess true friendship wun be affected by mere time and distance.

me and peiting(zz i am tanned)

wangling and simin!

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what hurts the most, is to realise that before you're gone, you've never been there in the first place.

Monday, February 02, 2009, 12:08 AM
CHINGAY 2009 WAS OVERRR!!



hahah i was spending most of my friday and saturday in chingay parade 2009:D i volunteered to be usher again this time and allocated to the last area again at esplanade. i was kinda disppointed that i didnt get to usher area 1 again previously but area 4 wasnt too bad too(: the audience were quite high and friendly during the parade itself and the floats were nicer this year. Honestly i have a much nicer grp this time compared to last year.they are much more friendly, bonded and responsible.THANK YOU U7! and of course millions of thanks to my responsible leaders nigel and naijee!(:


unfortunately i dun have U7 grp photo with me, only have this one:

harmoc photo!(with amanda and a random chingay leader.LOL too bads yuling, hoho and june didnt join us in the photo)

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也许时间是一种解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药