studying psychology really reminds me of those terrible days when i needed to mug bio. LOL. neverthless both are still my favourites(:

i guess i am really drained after reading all the drugs info. they are really boring and drryyyyy~ i cant help but salute to all medicine and pharmacy degree holders(: And truthfully speaking, even though i have spent quite a substantial amount of time reading it, i dun think i have actually absorbed them in detail:x well, perhaps i will review that section again on the test day itself.. i really have no keen in looking at it again right now:P

i am kinda sick of studying psych now..perhaps it is time to change to social work(: jiayous jieying and jiayous to all who share the same fate as me (:

i will like to clarify beforehand that i no longer crushes on fahrenheit like how i did some years ago. Nevertheless, (just a opinion)WU ZUN IS STILL SO HOT. LOL. (that is the main reason why i posted this mv and song:P)

心疼妳的心疼

總是在夜深人靜想一個人
妳留給我的回憶 映著月光更深刻
如果說後悔可以殺一個人
我已經為妳死掉 多少次了呢

妳的淚痕 妳默默忍耐過的寒冷
我現在才懂得

心疼妳的心疼 想緊緊把妳抱著
去彌補從前所有不完整
讓我讓妳快樂 為妳的微笑負責
承諾過的未來還在等 等我們的愛重生

時間是一道不能反轉的門
那時的年少輕狂 如今想來多殘忍
只不過這個世上沒有一本
能夠教我們如何 相愛的手冊

再也不會讓妳受傷了
我已完全明白愛能教人心多疼
這次換我等 換我為妳犧牲
讓我守護著妳 跟我一起走過時間的河

i am now in a very bad mood:x very angry...angry at myself:x

i guess it is time to be assertive, and not to be nice to myself. All reasons are or will just be excuses.

CREDO POTEST

I know this shouldn't be what ideally i should be doing right now but i just can't seem to stop this impulse from tempting me to take a blogging break from my mugging on singapore studies module test that is going to take place in less than 2 hours time:p

Well all i wanna say is quite rubbish and random:p it just so happened that i was just studying at the studying corner at the central library when i decided to take a walk down to the borrowing section to explore on their collection of psychology books. Moreover, i am also intending to borrow some books tmr if i can find any that comes to be useful in my mid term assignment which relates to the topic of intelligence. It was then that i realised that GOSH, CENTRAL LIBRARY HAVE SO MANY PSYCHOLOGY BOOKS THAT IS AVAILABLE FOR BORROWING! hahas the collection really kinda excites me because i didnt know that the availability of the collection will be this great. I guess this is partly becoz nlb have left me with a deep impression that the psychology books that can be borrowed are all either Carl Jung or Sigmund Freud's theory books and all the others seem to fall under the reference section . It took me pains previously to find even something like "Introduction to Psychology" in the adult borrowing section without words like "psychoanalysis" , "freud", "unconscious" following after. And now it seems like there is no need for the trouble to go all the way to nlb anymore(:

But ironic enough, i still have tonnes of workload (esp in psychology) that i will need to settle before i can start exploring the collection:x Uni life isn't as easy as i have expected and so i will have to work extra hard(: Looks like i may need to wait till the holidays before i have time to read any of those books...

THIS IS TAN JIE YING(: (jasmine was the one standing behind me btw)



random:

i felt too paiseh to post this as my fb profile pic but i just wanna post it somewhere. So here it is:P

Do you believe that miracles will happen?
I do not think so if you do not believe in it in the first place.
Yet ironic enough, isn't the fear of getting those false hopes the very root cause of your disbelief?

Perhaps i am just following my basic human instincts- self-protection.

Or simply said, i am just being too selfish.