you said, move on;

Saturday, May 27, 2006, 7:54 PM

i finally finish my resource report!!
yay!!
there is still one more exhibition
that one we must do well
yes!!
then we can get at least top ten
haahas
LOLS
thi is one of our pics!
we are grilling paper
in the end it become chao ta(actually i m just trying out uploading photos as i never upload before,so i just anyhow upload a picture and crap about it,hahahs;P)

:)

june holidays here!
but i dun seem to feel happy
why huh??
hahas
i dunno

//QIHANG 2006//
//KEEP IT UP//
//IMPROVE//

Friday, May 26, 2006, 6:30 PM

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Tan Jie Ying!

American Airlines saved forty thousand dollars a year by eliminating Tan Jie Ying from each salad served in first class.
When provoked, Tan Jie Ying will swivel the tip of her abdomen and shoot a jet of boiling chemicals at her attacker.
Only one person in two billion will live to be Tan Jie Ying.
Humans share about fifty percent of their DNA with Tan Jie Ying.
Tan Jie Ying is physically incapable of sticking her tongue out.
Over 46,000 pieces of Tan Jie Ying float on every square mile of ocean.
If you kiss Tan Jie Ying for one minute you will burn six or seven calories.
Tan Jie Ying can be seen from space.
Tan Jie Ying kept at the window will keep vampires at bay.
There are more than two hundred different kinds of Tan Jie Ying!

IM AM HERE!
IM AM CHUA XILEI!
IM BLOGGING IN TAN JIEYING'S
BLOG! I GOT HER PASSWORD!
HEHEHEHEH!! I CAN HACK
ANYTIME AND EVERYTHING!
HAHA!

sorry for the interuption
just now is a miscommunication
there is just a chua xilei virus going around
and i seem to got it
aniway
refer to the top
and the bottom too

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Nicole khor ee ling!

India tested its first nuclear nicole khor ee ling in 1974.
If you don't get out of bed on the same side you got in, you will have nicole khor ee ling for the rest of the day.
There are six towns named nicole khor ee ling in the United States.
Nicole khor ee lingomancy is the art of telling the future with nicole khor ee ling.
Nicole khor ee ling is picked, sorted and packed entirely in the field.
The average duration of sexual intercourse for nicole khor ee ling is two minutes!
Nicole khor ee ling can be seen from space!
The first domain name ever registered was nicole khor ee ling.com!
Nicole khor ee ling is born white; her pink feathers are caused by pigments in her typical diet of shrimp!
Early thermometers were filled with nicole khor ee ling instead of mercury!

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Chua Xi Lei!

Humans share over 98 percent of their DNA with Chua Xi Lei.
Chua Xi Lei is the only king without a moustache on the standard pack of cards!
Fifty-two percent of Americans drink Chua Xi Lei.
Chua Xi Lei can last longer without water than a camel can.
Chua Xi Leiolatry is the mindless worship of Chua Xi Lei.
The eye of an ostrich is bigger than Chua Xi Lei.
There is actually no danger in swimming right after you eat Chua Xi Lei, though it may feel uncomfortable!
The most dangerous form of Chua Xi Lei is the bicycle!
Britain's Millennium Dome is more than double the size of Chua Xi Lei.
Chua Xi Lei is actually a fruit, not a vegetable.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Shahrukh khan!

If you lick shahrukh khan ten times, you will consume one calorie.
Fifty-two percent of Americans drink shahrukh khan.
Shahrukh khan is 984 feet tall!
You should always open shahrukh khan at least an hour before drinking him!
Without its lining of shahrukh khan, your stomach would digest itself!
Shahrukh khan is black with white stripes, not white with black stripes.
Contrary to popular belief, shahrukh khan is not successful at sobering up a drunk person, and in many cases he may actually increase the adverse effects of alcohol!
Neil Armstrong first stepped on shahrukh khan with his left foot.
Baby swans are called shahrukh khan!
The state nickname of Iowa is 'The shahrukh khan state'.

BY DEMAND OF MEEEE!

SEE XILEI VIRUS AGAIN
SIGHH
//QIHANG 2006//
//;)//

Wednesday, May 24, 2006, 10:01 PM

she says i am useless
she says i am nothing but a busybody
she says i am stupid
she says i am a bad girl
she says i am disrespectful
she says i am crazy

thousands of swords seemed to stab through me

it hurts me
deep in my heart

i got a lot to say
i got a lot of words hidden in my heart

but i just cant say it
i just cant reveal it
i do not have the strength to
all i can do is just to keep silent

keep silent
and let everybody misunderstand me

but i cant take it any longer
i am bearing it for too long
my tears are flowing out
i cant swallow them anymore
i am too full of it

I AM GETTING MAD

i made terribly wrong turn
and i noe everybody hates me because i made that choice
evrybody will think that i deserve it
YES I THINK SO TOO
and i feel like killing myself for that
for i cannot turn back anymore
i am lost
i lose almst evrything
i hurt too many innocent people
they made a terribly wrong choice in trusting me
i am useless
yes i am useless

SORRY TO ALL
AND ALL I CAN DO IS TO SAY THAT

I AM USELESS RIGHT?
I CANT DO ANYTHING TO MAKE THEM HAPPY

" i am happy.i have a happy family.i have so many friends , and everybody like me!"the girl said to her reflection in the mirror,smiling, with tears running down on her face.

//QIHANG 2006//
// I CAN DO IT //

Sunday, May 21, 2006, 12:31 AM

QIHANG 2006
jia you!

wo bu hui yin wei wo zi ji er rang qihang shi bai
qihang shi da jia
da jia dou you yin gai fu chu de yi fen li liang
jia you
ni xing de

Wednesday, May 17, 2006, 10:09 PM

i strive to be better
i want to do best
i will continue
but not to deprove\
but to improve

c'mon u can do it
everybody can do it.
just believe that you can walk through the whole long journey
hardships and suffering must and always come before happiness
and you must bear with it
to reach your final destination
liek the molly in the rabbit proof fence
such a long and suffering journey
without enough food and water to survive
btu she endured all of these
and she managed it
she got back to her home
to her loved ones
when she was caught again she walked back to her hometown again
she never stop trying
she never give up
she believes in herself
she believe that she can do it

lets be like her
and we can be strong too

//dun cry //
//pick yourself up when you fall//

Sunday, May 14, 2006, 3:12 AM

"Do not ride your bicycle around the corner," the mother had told the daughter when she was seven.

"why not!" protested the girl.

"Because then i cannot see you and you will fall down and cry and i will not hear you."

"How do you know i'll fall?" whined the girl.

"It is in a book, The Twenty-Six Malignant Gates, all the bad things that can happen to you outside the protection of this house."

"i don't believe you.Let me see the book."

"It is written in Chinese.You cannot understand it. That is why you must listen to me."

"What are they then?" the girl demanded. "Tell me the twenty-six bad things."

But the mother sat knitting in silence.

"what twenty-six!" shouted the girl.

The mother still did not answer her.

"You can't tell me because you don't know! You don't know anything!" And the girl ran outside, jumped on the bicycle , and in her hurry to get away, she fell before she even reached the corner.

adapted from the Joy Luck Club

mother-daughter relationship
mothers do not explain\
they just know how to love you

to all the mothers in the world
happy mothers' day;)

//'lose your innocence but not your hope'//

Saturday, May 13, 2006, 7:04 PM

why am i worrying?this weekend is quite a quiet weekend...
nth in special..
oso not much homework!
SCIENCE FAIR NEARING
HAHAHS
WE WILL TRY OUR BEST MANNS
jiayou!
anyway i think we are not very prepared la...
especially Q and A part
i think eliz is the most prepared after all..
ysted work on this blog and chem ppt until 4 in the morning
today still need to wake up at 8 to have lit meeting
fangting cant cum in the end,,,
then onli left me amd binghui
we tried to start with the significance of title
but after a long moment of silence we decided to give up
coz w cant thiunk of anything
hahhas
so in the end after we did job allocation we went home
i was realli tired thus i went to sleep until now..
i dun realise i slept fot 4 hrs!
hhahahas
anyway i havent do my eng speech
got to rush

//i know you hate me//
//you dislike me//
//but please respect yourself//
//be fair when we are working tgt//
//you will cause a lot of troubles being uncooperative//

, 3:09 AM

this is my new blog
nice?
;P
i like it eh;)

since last few days
i began to be lost in the world among me
lost and panicked
lost and frightened
lost and not found
i wanted to find a way out
i try to walk
then run
but it seems like a maze
i can never find a way
i need help
i strongly need help
i am lost
can somebody save me?

i cried coz nobody wants to save me
i cried coz i realise i am so useless that i cant solve the problems myself
i cried coz i am alone

wo cuo le ,wo zhen de cuo le

i am sorry
i am really sorry
sorry to those that i have hurt
sorry to those that are unhappy because of me
i promise
that the pain u gone through will come back twice as much on me
i promise
i just don't want to see anybody being hurt
i would rather the one in pain to be me

//falling to a never ending hole//
//will i have the strength to climb back>?//

Sunday, May 07, 2006, 3:50 PM

HELLO
I M here AGAIN

SITTING beside me iS CHUA XILEI
and WE aRE doing our CHEM PROj
IN INVERTED commAS plEAse
duNNO WHY
toDAy my brain clogged UP
:: IT can BE Shown BY HOw i Type Now...::
BasiCally I reALise I M NOt comnSTructive aGain
see how LOng i TAke to reply Xilei'S qns
"Shld i EAt ice-cREam"
MY answer still is
"i DUn know la.."
"i Am not UR mOUth u SEE"
" what if UR sTOMAcH reJECTS the ICECREAm??"
"hahaashahas"
I OSO REAlise THAt I CAn CRAPP
NOw theN i NOE
T.T
V-Z
;P
ANiway. Xilei is snatching COm agaIn
watchoing ME typing EVRy worD i Want to SAy
PRoB is she KEep laughing nad LAUGHING And thatS all
NOW she Act like A BAmBOO GOldfish agaIN

from xilei::
I WAN TO SAY SOMETHING!
WHY YOU NV LET ME SAY STH!
I SAY ALOT OF TIMES!
I WNA SAY STH!
ok, here is the sth!
shld i eat ice cream??!?!?!

She IS Repeating Her QNs agaiN
duNNO hW MANi tImes LIAO
my anS:

PLease ScrOlll UP And see ((thIS senTENce has beEn rEpEaTed For aT Least 3 TiMes)

Ending hERE]
HOpe That NeXt Time I cAN BE MoRe SANe ANd eFFective

::typing in ThIs waAY iS so MA FaN:PP ::

//i want to get back my strength//
//i don't want to cry in the dark//

Saturday, May 06, 2006, 6:24 AM

this is my earliest post everactual posted time is 6.24 am
haha
i did not wake up early to blog la..
just that need to do research then i came online
still very sleepy;/

Qihang is coming soon!
so excited;P
design stuff on the process;)
although a bit slow...
but i will try to speed up!
this week very slack
never study the test until the day before
and i dun even think i prepare well enough!;P
realise there is lot of datelines to meet
especially chem!
hahs!
we got in the presentation!
it is on 17 May
quite rush for us actually
but we will try our very best;D
yesterday we saw Ms Khor in AMk Centre!
we almst cant believe what we saw la!
as usual evonne was the first to realise it:P
her first reaction when she saw her
she screamed and choked!we almst make a scene there la...

//do not pretend//
//our love and bond can never be true again //