you said, move on;

Wednesday, July 30, 2008, 7:25 PM

self-motivate
self-learn
self-console
self-high
self-study
self-control
self-love
self-disicipline

To change my own life, everything starts with myself (:

to vj harmoc: please check out the harmoc blog on the announcements made on 28 july. can click the link on my blog.ty:D
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"i know it's Cliché , but i love Clichés."
-Randy Pausch

i am greedy.
yet i hope all my friendships are worth keeping forever.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008, 8:34 PM

THIS IS　DAMN　SWEET!:D:D:D

source: http://youtube.com/watch?v=CdAKoC18Bag

罗志祥 - 几分
不管昨天你对我说过了什么
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人生气着
看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后
我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论

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thanks for trying(:

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oh my i hope that i am just thinking too much.
but in any case some things written here are not for you.
i am getting disappointed.so that is how much trust you have in me.
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我在等一个真心来对我好。(:

Monday, July 28, 2008, 9:10 PM

i will stand strong. And i wun fall . coz friend, i know you will be there for me(:

for those who need help, fear not to hold my hand. i will be always there.

jiayou, time is factor perhaps.

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不要去逃避。

虽然为难，但那也是一种掩护。

"acceptance of what has happened is the first step to overcome any misfortune."

Sunday, July 27, 2008, 10:07 AM

goped from eliz's blog which she goped from her choir mate.HAHA

Tomorrow morning if you wake up,
& the sun does not appear,
I will be here.

If in the dark you lose sight of love,
hold my hand & have no fear,
I will be here.

I will be here when you feel like being quiet,
when you need to speak your mind,
I will listen.

I will be there when the laughter turns to crying,
through the winning, losing & trying.
We'll be together,I will be here.

Tomorrow morning if you wake up,
& the future isn't clear,I
will be here.

As sure as seasons are made for changes,
our lifetimes are made for years,
I will be here.

I will be here,you can cry on my shoulder.
When the mirror tells us we're older,
I will hold you.

I will be there to watch you grow in beauty,
& tell you all the things you are to me.
We'll be together.

I will be true to the promise
I have made you;
on to the one who gave you to me

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perhaps what hurts the most,
is that the only thing i can do now for you,
is to provide you with an explanation.

hold my hand & have no fear

Saturday, July 26, 2008, 9:56 PM

i have a dream-Westlife

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder (wonder) of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

Oh yeah
I have a dream (have a dream), a fantasy (fantasy)
To help me through (help me through) reality (reality)
And my destination (destination) makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness
(pushing through the darkness baby)
Still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
(everything I see yeah)
I believe in angels(I believe in angels )
When I know the time is right for me
(time is right for me)
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream (oh yeah), a song to sing(song to sing)
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder (if you see the wonder) of a fairy tale (of a fairy tale)
You can take the future even if you fail
(yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see (everything)
I believe in angels (yeah)When I know the time is right for me
(right for me)
I'll cross the stream (cross the stream) - I have a dream (have a dream)
I'll cross the stream (cross the stream) - I have a dream

lol i love lyrics too much :D half of my blog posts are lyrics.
at this rate i might as well open a lyrics blog.
HAHA

(:

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where is all that privacy
secrets does not seem secretive anymore.

Friday, July 25, 2008, 6:13 PM

feeling today: i feel like i could have died in the toilet.
i strongly believe it is the durians that are at fault.LOL.

To eliz: haha yeah that song is fast! but love mode is still the fastest- 190 bpm!lols. anyway could this be love is still not most favourite, my most favourite in audition is a thai song. but becoz it is THAI, i dun understand and dunno how to find it. HAHA.

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i wonder if i could ever climb through that wall of yours.

have faith perhaps.

i know it is hard to let go; but believe in us. we will always be there for you.
~~i hope i am not giving any wrong messages.~~

, 6:05 PM

lol i've been changing blog songs often these days.haha.

林宥嘉 - 神秘嘉宾
曲：郑楠词：陈信延

我踩著梦的阶梯走进了一座迷雾森林
谁的心事被天使窃听泛起涟漪

时间它帮我设计下一秒谁是神秘嘉宾
小心翼翼揭开了面具掌声鼓励

谁闯进我的场地谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情你却给我一笔
狡猾地致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举唯有你的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

你按了我的门铃我终于从呵欠中苏醒
紧张兮兮对你说一句欢迎光临

全场观众都离席剩下我还在原地寻觅
耳边听着谢幕的歌曲走不出去

谁闯进我的场地谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情你却给我一笔
狡猾地致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举唯有你的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

我搬到谁的隔壁谁成了我的邻居
鸣谢生命有你参与笑纳我的邀请
曲终人散却写下不会结束的结局

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我跟谁变得亲密谁逐渐离我远去

Wednesday, July 23, 2008, 8:43 PM

YESTERDAY WAS FINALLY OUR SLV!!!!

haha! after such a long period of planning, discussing and doing, we finally had our slv yesterday! thanks to mr yeow and AHS, we were able to hold our amazing race( homerun'08) with the AHS sec 1 students! haha i never expected them to be soooo chiong for the game lar! almost all of them ran to the stations allocated to get as many points they could get. But seriously i was really happy that they really had fun in the game. this shows that our efforts were not wasted!:D

thanks to all my programmers (aloy,erica,collin and stacy) and our dear CT REPS jasmine and glen for all your hardwork and commitment put in the programme!

and of course thanks to all the others: log, publicity and first aid for their efforts made in their respective areas too! 08S38 rocks lar!

LASTLY, THANK YOU MR WONG FOR YOUR SUPPORT! i am so sorry! felt really guilty for you to spend so much money to treat us last night! :/

my grp lee kuan yew with serene and jason! :D:D

PS: ELIZ! omg you are back you are finally back! really miss you!! (:(:(:

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JT is sad :/
(a pun?haha) (weiling u beta dun comment anything weird huh.LOL.)

亲爱的，那到底是不是爱情。

Monday, July 21, 2008, 11:13 PM

to all my beloved...

i apologize for the pains that we had caused,
but we hope that you can endure with it till it fades away

i can understand the pain and shock, yet we hope you can understand us too.
to put you in such difficult situation, we definitely had our own reasons.
and it really took us pain and hardwork to make such a decision.

jiayou and we will jiayou too.

friend, we must not lose our courage and let us face it together.

, 10:20 PM

NEW AUDITION SONG!

victoria acosta- could this be love

Woke up this morning , just sat in my bed
8 a.m first thing in my head
is a certain someone who's always on my mind
he treats me like a lady in everyway
he smiles and warms me through up the day
should I tell him i love you, wish i knew what to say!

Could this be love that I feel
so strong, so deep and so real
if I lost you would I ever heal
could this be love that I feel?

The way he looks, so deep in my eyes
our hearts are so warm, I just wanna cry
then he's so hardworking, he wants to be someone.
Should I tell him that I love you ,
what if he doesn't say it too , i'm getting so nervous
what should I do

Could this be love that I feel
so strong, so deep and so real
if I lost you would I ever heal
could this be love that I feel?

Will it be my turn, two hearts beating together as one
no more loneliness
only love , laughter and fun

ps: but it is at 140 bpm in the game even though it seems a rather slow song here. LOL.

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"If thats for me,why didnt you try harder? If that isnt for me,why do I feel the pain?"

-xuezhen's emo msn personal msg.

Sunday, July 20, 2008, 9:19 PM

19 july: "SYF at the heartlands"! the performance is okay lar. After that we had pasta mania AGAIN for harmoc dinner.LOLs (the third time alr )

haha i have this sudden durian craze days. all thanks to my mum who brought home at 3 packets of durians this week. i am getting really heaty, can someone ban me from eating durians? LOL.

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so strong, so deep, so real

Friday, July 18, 2008, 11:39 PM

刘力扬&林宥嘉 - 传说
词：施人诚曲：郑楠

刘：宇宙洪荒那时候第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他如何形容对方听懂不懂

林：开天辟地了以后第一对恋人什么结果
洞穴湖泊日升月落他们爱了多久

林：如果我们那时就相遇会不会爱得比较放心
林&刘：也许分离还没被发明来折磨爱情 *xuezhen and my favourites :)

林：一千次轮回都不错过
刘：一万里相随都不放手
林&刘：在每个尽头再约好碰头
再睁开眼就认出你我
刘：一千次轮回足不足够
林：一万里漂泊又算什么
林&刘：这人海辽阔爱总被蹉跎
总该留一篇传说

林&刘：我会尽我全力
抵抗时间的侵袭不停的爱你 HOHO......

刘：OH 还好我有你
刘：幸好你有我
林&刘：一起写一篇传说

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we must learn to have the courage to face the world.

and believe in what we want to believe in.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 7:29 PM

我们的故事！

很久很久以前，在云南的一个小岛上有只猫头鹰。有一天，猫头鹰饿了找不到东西吃就决定拿着宝贵的水晶到KFC去换一杯薯泥。 HAHA

-YUNHAN, JIEYING, KRYSTAL AND XINNI

LOL :D

Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 4:49 PM

IMBA HARMONICA PERFORMANCE

source:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unX0-NsCjSA

watch the first five minutes of this video!!they are really really good!
if ever we can play that fast!lols

PS: to all vj harmoc members- check harmoc blog for further details on july 19 performance + harmoc jacket ,can click on the link on my blog(:
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even the best falls down sometimes.

所以爱有几分，这是我不停的疑问

Sunday, July 13, 2008, 11:35 PM

张雨生：天天想你

当我伫立在窗前你愈走愈远
我的每一次心跳你是否听见
当我徘徊在深夜你在我心田
你的每一句誓言回荡在耳边
隐隐约约闪动的双眼
藏着你的羞怯加深我的思念
两颗心的交界你一定会看见
只要你愿意走向前
天天想你天天问自己
到什么时候才能告诉你
天天想你天天守住一颗心
把我最好的爱留给你

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somehow, i dun feel trusted
or perhaps i am thinking too much
nevertheless,i will work hard
to prove myself someone worth to be trusted(:

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it is the lack of assurance that holds me back.
yeah, i need a promise(:
show me more.

i wanna feel belonged.

Saturday, July 12, 2008, 11:57 PM

MAYDAY IS SOOO SWEEEET!AND I ONLY REALISE IT NOW!

watch this video to the end!

五月天-石头情人节求婚记

source:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVaxZh_GCWo&feature=related

“天天想你，天天守住一颗心，把我最好的爱留给你。”

, 11:32 PM

SECTION OUTING!

okay there was suppose to be a section 3 outing today with the j2 seniors. however, due to unforseen circumstances and other reasons only 3 j1s( me, jasminee, dongying) and 3 j2s(anthea, shuling. lynn) came. we ate pasta mania and we shopped around the orchard and plaza sing area for quite some time. i was quite disappointed though since only so few came. BUT, we shall have another one SOON!

saw some interesting things:

elmo head with cookie monster's body :X

section 3 j1s! (those who went lar.lols)

jasminee with the cuteee pink pooh bear!

this interesting function we saw in one of the laptops at best denki!cool right!

ANW, ystd's piano ensemble concert is nice! limin you did great! jiayou in piano ensemble exco! :D:D

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如果我们那时就相遇会不会爱得比较放心
也许分离还没被发明来折磨爱情

Thursday, July 10, 2008, 11:01 AM

HAHA okay i am suppose to be listening to chem lecture now online.

HOWEVER, I CAN'T CONCENTRATE and i decided to come here instead.( felt abit guilty actually)

for those who dun understand, today is VJC's HBL-home based learning-LECTURES/TUTORIALS ONLINE.

and CONCLUSION: PLEASE. never close down the school! LOL.

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a fall now does not mean a fall forever.

pick yourself up and try again.

i will wait.
(:

Tuesday, July 08, 2008, 8:52 PM

羅志祥-愛轉角

我伪装着不露痕迹的想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着
你往前走不回头看了记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁

我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美

为什麽你轻易俘虏我的心
我却难以将你的目光拉近

, 7:34 PM

haha! i gotten this picture from xuezhen on sunday and i really really hope it will constantly reminds me and pushes me on(:

to all others who are struggling, perhaps you can try this way too. Placing this as hp wallpaper!lol jiayou friends!

anyway, congrats to elizabeth for getting into admin comm in hc choir! do ur best there!:D

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just a little more.

Sunday, July 06, 2008, 9:27 PM

touching song:

蕭敬騰-原諒我
作詞：阿沁陳天佑吳易緯　作曲：阿沁

請不要分了以後　還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久　已不屬於我
默默低頭　那時我很多　話哽在喉嚨

妳的笑妳的快樂　或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受　他比我適合
愛放了手　我偽裝冷漠　比妳先說分手

請原諒我　原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口　好讓妳離開我
請原諒我　好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱

原諒我　必須假裝愛錯
別讓時間逗留　我怕說不出口
原諒我　沒有解釋太多　心痛
別無所求　徹底忘了我
愛原來有捨得

我愛過　我才懂

, 8:19 PM

3 things to report today!

1.MOE excel fest. performance/ harmoc outing(:

we performed at the MOE EXCEL festival yesterday. that can be counted as our first performance after the j2s stepped down.(if i dun count the tao nan rehearsal as a performance to the performers) i was kinda nervous at first since there was quite a crowd watching, but after the song started i became quite relaxed(: it was rather soft and i think most of us were still not used to playing while standing and perform in that arrangement :/ but wells, we wun make such mistake for july 19!

we had section lunch at pasta mania after that.however, a lot of section 3 members did not manage to join us :/ hope we can bond better next time!

2. KBOX!

haha! me and xinni went to marina kbox after our section lunch!:D yunhan and krystal were supposed to join us however they could not make it at the last minute :/ lol.even though there were only the 2 of us,the spirit still remained!my singing desires were finally satisfied after that few hours of K-ing. we sang many songs including our present favourites 那首歌 and 我愛的人!

3. TSD performance :D

i went with xuezhen to support the tsd people today for their performance. besides that, another reason i went was that i wanted to see how tsd were like, since i considered to take tsd before. haha the performances were pretty good. i like the last few performances, they were of certain depth and they really acted well! tsd was really interesting lar and we could see that the tsd people seriously had put in a lot of hardwork in their performances! jiayous to them for their A levels!

haha coz i never took pics with xuezhen for quite a long time, hence we took one using my phone at vj girls' toilet!(weird place huh?)

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懂得讓我微笑的人　再沒有誰比你有天份;

因为去相信比较幸福 (:

Saturday, July 05, 2008, 9:11 PM

ANOTHER YEAR HAVE PASSED AND THIS TIME THE YELLOWS ARE LEAVING HUAHUI.

XUBIE 2008 :/

hark,yunjie,ameline,joanne,jingying,ziqin,anges,me plus dark blue badge kaien went back huahui yesterday for yellow's xubie farewell. it's been quite some time since i went back to visit huahui. lol i could not even recognize some juniors!Not to say the sec 1s! i can see some have matured and change thru these few months and it is really good to see that they have grown up and be willing to contribute more to huahui. wells, however i do heard that there are some whose attitude have turned from bad to worst this year. i am kinda disappointed since i did play a part in choosing them to huahui last time. hope that the new lishis will help to gradually change their attitude towards huahui!(:

they must know that:
there is always a reason why each and everyone is inside huahui.
and the reason is always that BELIEF that you will make huahui SHINE.

OF COURSE THERE IS THE MOST IMPT HANDOVER!congrats to shushien, cheryl seet and kairou for being the pres and vice pres respectively. MUST JIAYOU!5th CCS LISHI HUI depends on YOU ALL!

and haha to ziai's (indirectly mine and yunjie's )jie ban ren fionn , jiayous in leading KOUCAI! excel in more debate and speech competitions!:D

kou cai zhu zhangs 2007,2008 and 2009! lol 2 retards making a wish using yellows' farewell cake: P

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will you be there,

when i fall.

Thursday, July 03, 2008, 8:51 PM

tmr is going to be huahui xubie. and YES I AM GOING BACK :D hark and weiling too:D:D:D

WELL, GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE NEW LISHIS/EXCOS DURING TMR's HANDOVER!

hahaha, i alr know who is my jie ban ren, (in exact, ziai's successor ) and yes i believe that she can do it!JIAYOU!

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要牢牢抓紧我.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008, 9:17 PM

HARMOC EXCO HANDOVER YSTD. yes, time flies. the seniors have officially stepped down. this term will be a start for us as we will be taking the lead.things might start quite unstable, but i hope everything will settle soon. i believe in my excos, i believe in my teachers, i believe in my music comm and of course i believe in my harmoc members.

yes, we will really get there (:

the obstacle now is how to. So, jiayou!

same as when i was in huahui, i gave the harmoc exco senoirs some gifts for handover!quite last minute... but hope they like it!

BALANCE. I NEED A BALANCE. -NODS-

PS: to all vj harmoc members- check harmoc blog for on the announcements made on 30 june ,can click on the link on my blog(:

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you will have our support(:

just be yourself.

jiayou!

And every time that I was down

You would always come around

And get my feet back on the ground

Wednesday, July 30, 2008, 7:25 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008, 8:34 PM

THIS IS　DAMN　SWEET!:D:D:D

Monday, July 28, 2008, 9:10 PM

i will stand strong. And i wun fall . coz friend, i know you will be there for me(:

for those who need help, fear not to hold my hand. i will be always there.

jiayou, time is factor perhaps.

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不要去逃避。

虽然为难，但那也是一种掩护。

"acceptance of what has happened is the first step to overcome any misfortune."

Sunday, July 27, 2008, 10:07 AM

Saturday, July 26, 2008, 9:56 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008, 6:13 PM

, 6:05 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008, 8:43 PM

my grp lee kuan yew with serene and jason! :D:D

Monday, July 21, 2008, 11:13 PM

, 10:20 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008, 9:19 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008, 11:39 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 7:29 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 4:49 PM

IMBA HARMONICA PERFORMANCE

Sunday, July 13, 2008, 11:35 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008, 11:57 PM

MAYDAY IS SOOO SWEEEET!AND I ONLY REALISE IT NOW!

watch this video to the end!

五月天-石头情人节求婚记

source:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVaxZh_GCWo&feature=related

“天天想你，天天守住一颗心，把我最好的爱留给你。”

, 11:32 PM

SECTION OUTING!

saw some interesting things:

elmo head with cookie monster's body :X

section 3 j1s! (those who went lar.lols)

jasminee with the cuteee pink pooh bear!

Thursday, July 10, 2008, 11:01 AM

Tuesday, July 08, 2008, 8:52 PM

, 7:34 PM

haha! i gotten this picture from xuezhen on sunday and i really really hope it will constantly reminds me and pushes me on(:

to all others who are struggling, perhaps you can try this way too. Placing this as hp wallpaper!lol jiayou friends!

anyway, congrats to elizabeth for getting into admin comm in hc choir! do ur best there!:D

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just a little more.

Sunday, July 06, 2008, 9:27 PM

, 8:19 PM

2. KBOX!

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懂得讓我微笑的人　再沒有誰比你有天份;

因为去相信比较幸福 (:

Saturday, July 05, 2008, 9:11 PM

OF COURSE THERE IS THE MOST IMPT HANDOVER!congrats to shushien, cheryl seet and kairou for being the pres and vice pres respectively. MUST JIAYOU!5th CCS LISHI HUI depends on YOU ALL!

and haha to ziai's (indirectly mine and yunjie's )jie ban ren fionn , jiayous in leading KOUCAI! excel in more debate and speech competitions!:D

kou cai zhu zhangs 2007,2008 and 2009! lol 2 retards making a wish using yellows' farewell cake: P

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will you be there,

when i fall.

Thursday, July 03, 2008, 8:51 PM

Tuesday, July 01, 2008, 9:17 PM

BALANCE. I NEED A BALANCE. -NODS-

And every time that I was down

You would always come around

And get my feet back on the ground