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that light within me;
Quotes: “There is a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby sometimes love just aint enough.” Destined: carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
Thursday, February 28, 2008, 7:50 PM
Today was tie day for st nicks victorians.HAHA even I WORE A TIE, AND A BADGE SOMEMORE.lols.i borrowed them from xilei.she has an extra tie and monitor badge.After i wore the tie,i realised that it made me look more "manly".hahas! Xilei's phone has the photos taken today.i shall post it here after i get it from her xD

Wearing back the pinafore after 2 weeks of vj uni,i realise I MISS ST NICKS A LOT! (haha but still i prefer the vj uni :P) i miss the school, the principals, the teachers,the pianos,the mirrors,the school pledge, the spirit ,the cca,the track, THE FRIENDS I MADE!absence really makes heart grow fonder. -nods- i am really looking forward to 4 justice's dinner at suntec tmr!

Wednesday, February 27, 2008, 2:23 AM
changed my blog song from 轨迹 to Otsuka Ai's very first song 桃ノ花ビラ(桃花花瓣).


有点舍不得。
不过是时候换一个心情了。

加油。

=)

, 1:16 AM
i was quite random today.i suddenly decided not only restraint myself to chinese pop but to go more "international".haha!So in the end i asked elizabeth more about jap and korean music pop and proceeded onto crunchyroll for songs.i think of all the singers i had listened today, Otsuka Ai is the one that i like most.sakuranbo and a lot of her songs are nice!But i dun understand what the lyrics meant.No translation:/ Some of the BOA's songs not bad too:)But i wonder why all the female singers all sing in this act cute squeaky voice.Looking forward to find a special voice among the singers next time.LOL.Well till now i still very biased towards chinese pop.i still think they are the best:)HAHA.perhaps i will change my mind after listening to eng pop.lols.

dilemma.i dunno what to join for cca. even though i alr have harmonica band...i think i need one more to keep my vj life more fulfilling:)Let us live while we live! :D i thought i can join judo...in the end nobody seems to know if it even exist not. deciding between biz club and taekwondo..or should i take both?

i like CT the best lar...but fate told me that i don't belong there.LOL :/
-.-

Saturday, February 23, 2008, 9:14 PM
i have been SLACKING throughout the whole PAE period.I had not been listening to lectures, not been doing tutorials, not been keen on any revisions. And now,JAE is over.i need to SERIOUS.aloysius said i am "hardworking" .HAHAHA.i think i am more of a procrastinator.lol!i need some motivation so not to slack anymore.VJC is not only for fun, but need to work hard too.BUCK UP JIEYING!( i shall start revising economics today-nods- )


i realise a lot of second intakers are unhappy in vjc.They miss thier prev jc and dunno whether should appeal back or not. Seriously friends,if you really could not adapt to our culture, it will be better for you all to appeal back. If not you might suffer for these 2 years. For those who could not get back to thier prev jc and are stuck in vj, do not feel sad and hopeless. Try hard to adapt to the place here! Vjc is really not that bad! Enjoy ur life here! Dum vivimus, vivamus-let us live while we live!

=)

Friday, February 22, 2008, 7:35 PM
STOP DROP AND ROLL ,WATCH OUT FOR IVANHOE!
Orientation 2 officially ended yesterday!And haha IVANHOE WON!thanks to all ivanhoe freshmen(those who came)and ogls,without them we wun be able to won AGAIN!Well, orientation 2 was ...quite fun,but of course orientation 1 was much better. Most of the first intakers pon orientation 2 and many second intakers left early to go appeal:/ Hence actually most of the time it was the ogls who were cheering and playing the games.Err...orientation 2 seemed to be like the ogls' orientation lor!haha!Even though we were quite disppointed that many freshmen pon or left,we still kept our spirits high and cheered as loud as we could!i think becoz we all cheered too much ystd...HAHA many of us(like jasmine,clare..)dun have voice alr.yet we still did the ogl cheer during bio lecture and third period PE.i think we got what aloysius said...post orientation depression lol.being ogl was really fun!Can't wait for orientation 2009!=)

Ivanhoe grp photo!(freshmen + ogls + andy + aloysius)
( Ivanhoe,i will send the photo to you all by tmr! )

OUR IVANHOE BANNER!
my orientation 1 OG ,AVALON!
(quite sad though...avalon got last again:/ )

Wednesday, February 20, 2008, 2:34 AM
JAE results are out:/ they are quite shocking.scholars or foreigners who are 4 pointers cannot stay,instead the singaporeans are able to stay. is that singapore's rule? but being foreigners doesn't mean they must and will be cleverer right? haiz. Most of s38 are able to stay fortunately:) suni,stacy and edmond are appealing. hope they can get back here!! haha anyway i just scanned the og freshman list.and i realise that at least ONE-QUARTER of the second intakers are st nicks pple! my friends like wendy,rachel ho,hark hui,cecilia,amy,jaslene pang,xunmin,siowyu got in:) congrats to them!tmr is orientation 2.IT WILL BE FUN! becoz IVANHOE IS GOING TO WIN AGAIN!YAY!

jiayous to all ivanhoe's ogls!
also to other ogls,emcees and of course sc!

Sunday, February 17, 2008, 5:03 PM
Truthfully, i don't feel like going to school tmr.
coz it is the last day that PAE 08s38 is going to exist in this world.
can't bear to see those who are leaving.

:/

, 12:41 AM
i have been blogging quite frequently these days.wonder where did i get this sudden enthusiasium(hmm did i spell it correctly?).LOL.i just came back from CHINGAY PARADE.okay today was much more crowded and the atmosphere was better.even though we were not allowed to take pics,haha i managed to take some pics (secretly) using my hpxP.sorry for the bad quality!


the BAO mountain!






the BAOS we gotten from the bao mountain performers when they threw it down :D


Saturday, February 16, 2008, 1:44 AM
“这个世界很大很大。但是,也可以只有两个人。两个人的世界可以比外面的世界温暖。因为,拥抱会让温度互相传递。两个人的世界,可以比外面容易快乐。因为,快乐只需要对方的一个笑容。你让我,好幸福。”

this is a very sweet msg !
quoted from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=turJbWbJfH4

omg,i can't wait for the next episode.

“ 你已经在我的心里。”

, 12:48 AM
i just came back from chingay.lol.today was really tiring!cross-country THEN ogl training THEN chingay.But i was enjoying most of the time hence it is worth it!

For ogl training,it simply rocks!All of us are really enthu and cooperative.i love IVANHOE!haha.sorry for betraying my prev og avalon xP Even though our og have very few ogls,we are a bunch of fun people!Too bad i never get to stay all the way till the end.Xilei,linwei and me have to rush to chingay :/ But heard that we chose og head alr,it's hongjie and pris as vice! CONGRATS!

For chingay,nah it is kind of messy and screwed up. Our grp suddenly change from general ushering to sector 7 ushering(last section). That sector was really ulu lor.we hardly have any audience. And due to some further problems they met(some jam in between i think ),we waited for arnd an hour plus till we get to see the performance. some audience were rather unhappy and almost leave lar. But besides ushering them to the specs stand,we have really nothing much to do there. Felt quite redundant :/ In the end we watched the whole show at the front of the specs stand. OMG LAR,being there is really different from watching chingay on tv.YOU CAN REALLY FEEL THE SPIRIT.haha!we cheered all the way to support the performance=)

okay i am looking forward to monday's ogl stuff!stop drop and roll watch out for IVANHOE!

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做人要懂得知足。

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absence makes my heart grow fonder.

Friday, February 15, 2008, 12:30 AM
I am going to faint soon.been spending the last 2 hours trying to upload 195 random photos taken today by s38(mainly collin,GARRETT,jacq,suni,glen,aloy,pris and fushang)Those interested can go and take a look:

http://www.zooomr.com/photos/08s38/


HAHA the main emphasis this time round is GARRETT.here are some garrett's gay pics :









we also finished our banner today!thanks to all those who have stayed back to help:)it is not the biggest yet it is very nice!



Tmr have OGL training.i hope i can get to be ogl-nods- i had just recieved the sms that i belong to Ivanhoe now.Even though i have to leave Avalon...i dun mind ivanhoe lar.they are cool too:) We will win the war,this time!


Wednesday, February 13, 2008, 11:19 PM



A perfect family is chosen on a sacred night to participate in a holy project. To save the sinners from hell, they are prepared to sacrifice themselves...
Drama Box sacredly presents “House of Sins”, written and directed by Li Xie, with hygienic content, sterile acting and graciously priced tickets on virginal dates. In agreement with social convention, the play has been rated R(18) and is suitable only for normal persons above the age of 18.
* Performed in Mandarin with English subtitles, with guaranteed censorship of the decadent F#@* word.


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haha i am promoting for drama box. i want to watch!it looks interesting.However i am not yet 18.hurrr :/


okay today was tiring.me and erica did most of the banner painting today for lynx house comm.jasmine,yingying,glen and jacq came to help too.haha i thought after huahui i dun need to touch any paints or turpetine anymore.[sec 2,3,4 banner exp....]BUT...there is more to come in vjc.HAHA. wells even though all requires hard work..they are really enjoying and fun to do!


this is the cape we did for aloysius.drawn by the talented artist jacq!



it's alr. past 12 so...
hapy v day! sorry guys i went broke after preparing presents for xiaowei and my angels,mortal. so i didn't get presents for you all.hope you wun mind!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008, 11:59 PM
Finally i changed my blog design!hahas.actually i dunno why.perhaps i want to stop all those emo postings.i want to blog normally now...of course,there will be still some emo posts when i want to be emo.lol

But somehow i missed my previous design.don't you think it look nice?
i liked it a lot so at first i don't want to change at all.just wanna edit a little. i don't really want to have the words on top...so i spent some time cropping it and becomes like this:






HOWEVER,in the end i found it still too emo ish,hence i changed to this new blogskin instead.In my opinion it looks not bad.At least it doesn't look as emo ish.hahas.But wells,i saved up all the data for the previous blogskin.perhaps when i one day become too emo..i can use it again!lol

For my blog address,i gave up on the idea of changing it-.- Firstly,i have no idea what to change it to loh.And secondly,it will REALLY takes a great effort to ask friends to relink you!

shall post some photos here!pang's tuition class went for swensens on sunday!
thanks to our dear mr pang...it was a TREAT!But i felt quite bad lar,we really spent quite a lot......


mr pang and us(hark and weiling did not come) =X




it seems that all the pang tuition's st nicks girls are all coming to VJC!hooray!i hope all can get in..of course including me=)

Saturday, February 09, 2008, 10:51 PM
eliz, i shall answer your question here XD

如果要把快乐比喻成一个可看可碰的物品,那会是什么呢?

我不会把快乐比喻成任何物品,因为快乐对不同的人来说有不同的意义和意思,
没有任何物品是可以取代或表达的。为什么要比喻快乐呢?难道一定要看到碰到才算得到快乐吗?快乐只要用心去感觉就行了。

okay this is a subjective answer lol.

只要你记得--

, 10:26 PM
i realise that sometimes
i dun even know much about myself

i believe that i am optimistic
but am i ?

some said i am emotional
[aka emo :/ ]
but am i?

haha
perhaps i am both
isn't it better?
at least i am "balanced"

shouldn't that be the best answer?
humans need to be "balanced"
laughter and a smile is essential
yet we cannot hold on to our dark emotions too.

so, are u "balanced"?

[a crap post xP]
=)

只要你记得--

, 10:16 PM
已经被我遗忘,
现在却又浮现在我的脑海里
也对。怎么可能会忘记
这首曾让我哭泣感动的歌曲。

=)


《轨迹》
曲:周杰伦
词:黄俊郎

怎么隐藏我的悲伤
失去你的地方
你的发香散的匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是痛苦的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白

我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
回想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪
模糊了视线
你会看不见

只要你记得--

Friday, February 08, 2008, 3:30 AM
人的一生会遇见的四个人
第一个是你自己
第二个是你最爱的人
第三个是最爱你的人
第四个是与你共度一生的人
第二三四能否是同一个人
那就得要看缘分了

=]

quoted from :
youtube user "samuel production"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vc04835tpVU

只要你记得--

Wednesday, February 06, 2008, 8:41 PM
我还是保持着乐观的心态
相信真心依然存在

vivimus vivamus
where is your love, friends

i am searching for the place
where your spirit remains


只要你记得--

Monday, February 04, 2008, 1:09 AM
为什么一定要到失去了
我们才学会去珍惜

请给我一个机会
我真的不想有这样的结果。

hold on to our dreams

只要你记得--

, 12:55 AM
《周大侠》
演唱:周杰伦 词:方文山
曲:周杰伦

我一脚踢飞一串串红红的葫芦冰糖
我一拳打飞一幕幕的回忆散在月光
一截老老的老姜 一段旧旧的旧时光
我可以给你们一张签名照拿去想象
我说啊 屏风就该遮冰霜 屋檐就该挡月光
江湖就该开扇窗 平剧就该耍花枪
扎下马步我不摇晃
闷了慌了倦了我就穿上功夫装

我不卖豆腐(豆腐) 豆腐(豆腐)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫
功夫(功夫) 功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍 免得你说我吃你豆腐
你就像豆腐(豆腐) 豆腐(豆腐)
吹弹可破的肌肤在试练我功夫
功夫(功夫) 功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍 免得你说我吃你豆腐

我稍微伸展拳脚 你就滚到边疆
回旋踢太用力 画面就变的很荒凉
落花配对配夕阳 翻山越岭渡过江
我清一清嗓 清一清嗓 唱起秦腔
飞天飞敦煌 北方北大荒
谁在水一方我撑起一把纸伞回头望
啊这什么地方 这什么状况 啦啦啦啦
闷了慌了倦了我就踩在你肩膀

我不卖豆腐(豆腐) 豆腐(豆腐)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫
功夫(功夫) 功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍 免得你说我吃你豆腐
你就像豆腐(豆腐) 豆腐(豆腐)
吹弹可破的肌肤在试练我功夫
功夫(功夫) 功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍 免得你说我吃你豆腐

只要你记得--

Sunday, February 03, 2008, 1:52 AM
“很多人很羡慕周杰伦。
出唱片,开演唱会,爱功夫篮球音乐,
拍功夫篮球音乐电影, 当导演,
赚大钱,来去一副“diao”样。。。
一切都是E时代最酷的代言写照。看来看去,
亚洲娱乐天王地位,至今任仍非他莫属。
《功夫灌篮》是周杰伦的独角戏,这张
天王王牌,来势汹汹, 万千期待。
砰!砰!砰!一个人的球赛,回音这么大。”

quoted from:i周刊-封面故事

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