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that light within me;
Quotes: “There is a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby sometimes love just aint enough.” Destined: carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
Wednesday, January 31, 2007, 4:49 PM
"There's no art-
to find the mind's construction in the face"

--macbeth Act one scene 4

*Meaning:
There's no way we can discover what a man is really like inside by looking at the expression on his face

哪里才会有离开你的出口
就算真找到出口 能往哪里走

Monday, January 29, 2007, 8:56 PM
--tired--
i think due to lack
of sleep bah
have to rush homwork and
went for fahrenheit's concert
never really rest;/

have flu again
i think due to the dust in huisuo
struggling now
hope i wun fall sick
...

哪里才会有离开你的出口
就算真找到出口 能往哪里走

, 12:14 AM
** 胡思乱想~
不该想的。。。都想了。**

哪里才会有离开你的出口
就算真找到出口 能往哪里走

Sunday, January 28, 2007, 11:36 PM


today chao high!!!^^


went to fahrenheit's qian chang hui today
with xiaowei and charmaine
we started queueing like around ten
in the morning!
hahas
(erm in actual fact i was late and only reached
at eleven plus:P)
even though we arrived early
we didnt manage to get to be very
in front of the queue as there were
people who arrived EVEN MUCH EARLIER
(heard that the first one
reached at eleven the night before!)
while we are waiting we made a
lot of new friends
some from CHIJ(tp) and others
from temasek poly
we talked (of course abt fahrenheit)
and we realised that they are all very
crazy fans of fahrenheit!^^
they bought not only one version
of their album but more than that!
some even bought the xie zhen ji
haha




this is one of the pics we took today
when they arrived people were all
very excited and kept squeezing in front
we were all packed like sardines and
the security kept scolding
ahha but it was all worth it!
fahrenheit they all are VERY NICE
when we went up and talked to them
they replied and shook hands with us!!
i shook with all except for yiru
(he was busy signing)
i was so happy when chun replied me!!
he said"hao,na ni ye yao jia you!
aaahhhhh
i was soo high lahh
hahaahss
:D
but becoz the crowd was so big
that they not able to help all to sign
i was not there but anges and pei pei were there
(we went back)
it was arnd ten plus i think
heard that some broke down becoz of these
anges said that
they were really so near alr lah
seriously feel sad for them
they should have another qian chang hui!
-nods-
哪里才会有离开你的出口
就算真找到出口 能往哪里走

, 11:19 PM
爱呢-S.H.E

爱呢 爱呢
我们的 (I'll Remember)
爱呢

你怀里藏什么 挤得抱不紧我
在你胸口找温柔 只找到一片沙漠
没有弧度的笑容 没有温度的手
慢慢倾斜的天空 正迅速压垮著我

爱呢 你的爱呢
你呢 我的你呢
从前的 那些快乐
变了 没了
难道你真舍得 真舍不得
心呢 被弄痛了
承诺呢被丢弃了
我的 爱呢 你把它给谁了

你在回味什么 嘴唇没空吻我
想在听你说爱我 只听到一阵沉默
是不是我迷了路 走进别人的梦中
原本熟悉的亲密 变成陌生的问候
知道世界很善变 没想到连你也变
我好怀念你刚开始爱上我的那天

Friday, January 26, 2007, 10:51 PM

love this photo!(:


哪里才会有离开你的出口

就算真找到出口 能往哪里走


, 8:57 PM
met the sec ones today!
my first impression of them are quitee okayy
well some are very enthu and some are quite quiet
never really spot any with attitude problem
(that is a good thing,hope in the future we WUN
spot any too..)
we have the sec ones audit for qihang auditon
our ju are half done with them
results...so so
(they still need more training but it is a good start)
-nods-

haha ziai said that i got the "come and bully me"
look on my face
that is why i always got bullied by the junoirs
lols well am i too kind that's why?
hmm/..
haha i can be very fierce and strict too!:P

oh thanks maine for ur sweets and card!
it is very sweet of you(:
thanks for your concern:D

哪里才会有离开你的出口
就算真找到出口 能往哪里走

Monday, January 22, 2007, 8:56 PM
maths test was a disaster today
when will i stop procrastinating?
....

哪里才会有离开你的出口
就算真找到出口 能往哪里走

Sunday, January 21, 2007, 11:42 PM
我发现当自己喜欢上一首歌时,
不管是曲或词,多多少少,
也和自己的生活感情息息相关
相信你也跟我一样。。。

i like to blog
especially about my own feelings
even if it is in public
i believe not many of you will read it
even you do
will you understand
what i am trying to express?
well it depends on how much you understand me
how deep you can feel me
how close you are to my heart

hey see how so simple-minded you are
or you are just being superficial
be true to yourself
but what is really true of me
i doubt i even know

my feelings -more than words can describe

哪里才会有离开你的出口
就算真找到出口 能往哪里走

, 11:36 PM
出口-fei lun hai

红着眼你轻轻碰我的手
对不起 你喃喃地说
我的难过不只你又伤了我
还有你变得这样擅长认错

叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会 爱只剩这一些
是不是时间 把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐 却忘了怀念

如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来

我听着你说爱我 
感觉却如此寂寞笑容
只维持几秒 就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬 
爱不爱改天再说

我想你真的爱我 
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻 
都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口
可是我离开以后 能往哪里走

叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会 爱只剩这一些
是不是时间 把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐 却忘了怀念

如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来

听着你说好爱我 
感觉却不是感动
这一次拥抱以后 还有没有
谁能告诉我哪里有出口
能让我逃出这个 
我快沉没的漩涡

我听着你说爱我 
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒 就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬 
爱不爱改天再说

我想你真的爱我 
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻 
都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口
就算真找到出口 
能往哪里走

Saturday, January 20, 2007, 5:08 PM
spent over 200 plus dollars TODAYY
in 2 HOURS time at J8
it hurts(awww..)
but all useful stuff lah
(erm..fahrenheit issit counted as USEFUL?:P)
lol

bought mp4 today!
(:(:

sec ones coming on tuesday
i believe they will be a nice batch(:

Friday, January 19, 2007, 9:52 PM




zhuan shu tian shi MV is out!
can go youtube and watch..
it is SUPER SWEET
must watch!
greatly recommended!
:D



Wednesday, January 17, 2007, 8:35 PM
suddenly decided shall post entry today'
haha i am always that random and
last minute
these days are tough
we sec 4s are all trying hard to hang on
a lot of homework and tests every week
besides this, the pressure to be a SEC 4
is already great enough

had playwright lesson with lao shi today
we did script reading to see our
duration for each ju
(haha my ju is LONG...i got to shorten it when
time comes..)
also he had told us about the 2 main themes
that all our jubens fall into\
and this is the connection between all our jus
lao shi very lihai ahh
if i am him i wun be able to think that deep

watched The Arena yesterday
i think sarah they all did well
they lost partly because they had a difficult
motion to debate about too
moreover their competitors were strong
nvm even if they lost
they did proud for the school(:

going to buy mp3 this saturday
(:
creative zen v plus will be my top choice
if there is better ones then i may consider

sec ones coming next week!
feel so excited
hope that more sec1s coming to koucai
zu this year:D

Saturday, January 13, 2007, 3:21 PM
first huahui huodong
had qihang audtions
nice(:

superman-five for fighting

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Im just out to find
The better part of me

Im more than a bird...Im more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
Its not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home Ill never see

It may sound absurd...but dont be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wont you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Its not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
Its all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
Im not crazy...or anything...

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Men werent meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

Im only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
Im only a man
Looking for a dream

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
And its not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me

Wednesday, January 10, 2007, 8:20 PM
yay auditions ended(:

this year sec 1s are okay
a lot came for huahi auditions!
(erm compared to last year a lot lah..haha)
we found some talented people
already made them to be our priority
thanks to all who came and help us
to manage the crowd outside!
you all were of great help:D
hope that koucai this year can get around
5 to 6 people (:
haha at least to maintain the number
when koucai sec4s graduate
or else koucai will SHRINK
(KOUCAI CANT SHRINK ANY FURTHER..
IT IS ALR TOO SMALL)
moreover we are going to
participate on comps
if we continue shrinking
we wun have enough people!
lols

Monday, January 08, 2007, 9:27 PM
I BELIEVE I CAN FLY-R.Kelly

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

2-If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

1-I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away

I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly I believe I can fly
(Oh) I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes the silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me (repeat 2, 1)

Could I believe in it? (rpt 2, 1...)


i started to blog wierd stuff these days..all about songs and
things/philosophy that famous people say..
i really think that all these can present my feelings more \
clearly than i just purely typed it down in normal lang.
it is thier usage of words,thier phrasing and thier thinking
that greatly touches my heart

Sunday, January 07, 2007, 6:14 PM
the latest harry potter 5 advertisement:

http://www.tudou.com/v/Bd7iysWj9OM

Friday, January 05, 2007, 8:28 PM
"genuine leadership is not conferred by a title or limited to the executive suite"

--
my 100th post...

Thursday, January 04, 2007, 8:17 PM
只要是人类都会有缺点,没有人是完美的。
不过,人类的最大缺点,
就是不会接受别人的缺点。

Wednesday, January 03, 2007, 1:28 AM
你让我相信我可以
let us get ready to start anew

--6 more hours to school

Tuesday, January 02, 2007, 6:31 PM
HW HW HW HW HW HW HW

i left tonnes of homework!
i dun think i can finish all today
SIGHH
been watching e zuo ju again...
i WANNA CONTINUE
but I CANT AS I NEED TO FINISH MY HOMEWORK
WHY DO WE HAVE SO MUCH HOMEWORK
-sobs-
changing my blog midi
from hanakimi's OST
wo yi zhi dou zai.the one's lyrics i posted
in my last entry
very nice and touching!

::i want to watch e zuo ju and hana kimi ep 9@!!!!::
:'(