when darkness turns to light...it ends tonight.

we are all blind.

blind.

gosh, jaejoong is just too hot here.

my 500th post.


讓我哭出來 哭出來 愛的這樣糊塗
讓我笑出來 笑出來 又是誰的錯誤
讓我哭出來 哭出來 讓回憶乾枯
就請忘掉我們的全部　我忍输

对不起，我还没有那种勇气去说出最后的那句话。
我需要多点时间。

只剩一个月。

prelims are over(: not exactly happy lar, coz prelims over means A levels is coming SOON. rahh. anyway, i had a very enriching lesson today about christianity view on envolution theory during my weekend bible studies . i kept a neutral stand from the start till the end, even though they did convince me at the end that the theory of evolution was not exactly well supported. and gosh i never know Darwin actually believed in God. that was really quite ironic since the theory was kinda contradicting the idea in christianity that all physical creation was created by God himself. but i am glad that i am able to learn about all this to gain more knowedge and views from different groups of people(: and i am happy that they supported me for being a thinker and doubt/be neutral to all sorts of theory(:

i am going to convert from a pig-owl-panda hybrid back to human form again in less than 24 hours.
c'mon, i must hang on.

good luck to all j1s juniors for ur promos!(:

i did that usual psychological test on mypersonality.info website again.( go do my friends it is very very accurate for me:D ) lols i never seem to have changed in my personality according to the results. i am still a INFJ lols.Rare type they said, and that is why many can't understand my character. hmm sounds true to me, coz even myself can't understand myself too ( well they also state something similar inside the analysis :D ) hahahs i went to read all the INFJ analysis again and somehow it really makes me want to major psychology even more. i can't really figure out why, just an intuition i guess. they said INFJs based on their intuition strongly and usually they are right:D

hmm i wonder when i can find that rare self of mine.
or perhaps i have found all those little pieces of me, it is just that i need time to piece them up.

i must admit this is damn true. my almost perfect description. somehow they help to piece a part of myself back(:

" On the other hand, INFJ is a perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential. INFJs are rarely at complete peace with themselves - there's always something else they should be doing to improve themselves and the world around them. They believe in constant growth, and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. They have strong value systems, and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. In deference to the Feeling aspect of their personalities, INFJs are in some ways gentle and easy going. Conversely, they have very high expectations of themselves, and frequently of their families. They don't believe in compromising their ideals. "

strongly encouraged to do if you are free!: http://www.mypersonality.info/

super addicted to this song these days：





不屑-黃鴻升

事情如果那麽簡單那就好了
想讓自己不見
瞬間就通通消滅
人類如果沒有心臟那就好了
受傷不會流血
悲傷也不會流淚

不需要有同類
傳染頹廢
不需要愚昧的尊嚴
不需要去偷竊你的思念
自我安慰

就讓我僞裝
我嘴角不屑
讓孤獨乘以更孤獨的兩倍
允許我保留我最後一點點特權
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神裏閃爍不屑
可能我心裏一半已經殘廢
那一半跟著你走遠了的那一天
這一半漸漸地瓦解

如果我還有一點點不屑
别想要說服我純潔的絕對
我只是世界上物種絕種的絕類
悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我還有一點點不屑
那是我自己虛榮心在作祟
自以爲或許有一天我們會重疊
我可以再愛你第二遍

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如果我眼神裏閃爍不屑
可能我心裏一半已經殘廢

lols i know it is VERY LATE alr but i don't feel like sleeping after talking to xilei just half an hour ago. she was actually trying her best to promote MJ to me. Unfortunately i wasn't very influenced by her :P like i said, XILEI, YOU NEED A NEW MAN. :D

was listening to fm yes 933 today and heard this super nice and old song. too catchy i guess, so it was stucked in my head for the whole day.

That's why you you go away- Micheal learns to rock

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
There is something left in my head

Yes i know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

That's why you go away I know

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there ain't so much for you
there ain't so much for me anymore

fated to love you rocks:D

good luck to everyone for GP prelims tmr!(:

元若藍 - 半情歌
(偶像劇《命中注定我愛你》插曲)
作詞：陳靜楠
作曲：方文良


花 接受凋零 風 接受追尋
心的傷還有一些不要緊
我接受你的決定

你將會被誰抱緊 唱什么歌哄他開心
我想著天空什么時候會放晴
地球不曾為誰停一停

你的明天 有多快樂 不是我的
我們的愛是唱一半的歌
時間把習慣換了 傷口愈合
也撤銷我再想你的資格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人殘念的總是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌

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最最教人殘念的總是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌