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that light within me;
Quotes: “There is a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby sometimes love just aint enough.” Destined: carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
Saturday, December 30, 2006, 5:03 PM
我一直都在 - 林稷安/程于倫

遥望着你背影 有孤單太蒼白
我多麼想陪着你 走過人山人海

當天空變灰白 你的憂傷澎湃 
我多麼想走近你 緊鎖的心海

我一直都在 你身後等待 
等你有一天 回過頭看我
我的笑送給你希望你快樂 妳的難過都給我
關於你的一切我都好好收藏着

我一直都在 你身後等待 
等你有一天 能感覺到我
就算我再你世界渺小像一顆塵埃
我也會給你我所有的光和熱

當天空變灰白 你的憂傷澎湃 
我多麼想走近你 緊鎖的心海

我一直都在 你身後等待 
等你有一天 回過頭看我
我的笑送給你希望你快樂 妳的難過都給我
關於你的一切我都好好收藏着

我一直都在 你身後等待 
等你有一天 能感覺到我
就算我再你世界渺小像一顆塵埃
我也會給你我所有的光和熱

我鼓起勇氣吶喊 你要聽的見我
不許你再孤單 要你擁抱我給的溫暖

我一直都在 你身後等待 
等你有一天 回過頭看我
我的笑送給你希望你快樂 妳的難過都給我
關於你的一切我都好好收藏着

我一直都在 你身後等待 
等你有一天 能感覺到我
就算我再你世界渺小像一顆塵埃
我也會給你我所有的光和熱

Friday, December 29, 2006, 7:37 PM
long since i posted my last entry
because of the earthquake
i am not able to surf the net at all for these 2 days
it almost drives me madd
especially when anges told me 2days ago that
somebody uploaded hanakimi to ep 12 at
tudou.com!!(erm something like youtube but in chi
version haha)\
i really want to watch lahh!!!
going to watch now..
hope it wun haywire at this moment

Sunday, December 24, 2006, 12:34 AM
another day that i wasted
never do homework at all
tmr must really start
(: jia you loh (:

“最想把你留在身边的。。。是我啊。。。”

-佐以泉-

Friday, December 22, 2006, 11:35 PM
i just did a system recovery for my computer
all my data all gone becoz of a virus
luckily i save almst evrythign in my thumbdrive
i lost all my fahrenheit's songs and hana kimi's pics
arghhh
i have to reinstall a lot of things again

;(


* secrets unfold?

no way

she will not tell

, 7:04 PM
this is my 91st post
:D

today i went with xilei in the afternoon
to watch curse of the golden flower at J8
haha i think it is quite obvious that i force her to
accompany me to watch
(actually she dun really llike to watch these
kind of chinese movies..moreover she dun like jay chou:P)
but it was worth it!
it was really nice!
(even xilei think it is not badd too)
the plot involves a lot of hatred and
family love relationships
it started with a lot of scenes with a lot of things and actions
we dun understand as they havent unfold the secret
this makes us the aundience want to continue to watch
so to know the answer
besides the mysterious and fantastic plot
(full of conflicts-LITERATURE T.T)
the props and the background design
were also great
their costumes and props were grand and very real
manpower was lots manns!
just to shoot the battle scene
i believe they have used at least thousands of men
all wearing the same golden armour suit!
it surely cost a lot
(of course the profit covers up alr)
but the best is teh ending
it is not a happy ending and most of the chracter died
unlike typical movie plot where the badd will die and
teh good will rise
this is the opposite
even though the good ones tried to defeat the badd one
he cant as the power of the bad one(who is the king..lols)
is too great
in the end becoz of hi failure the good one commited suicide
(that is jay!;( )
haha
grealy recommended!
must go and watch!

, 12:49 AM
like this song
the lyrics are touching(:

一眼万年
泪有点咸有点甜
你的胸膛吻着我的侧脸
回头看踏过的雪慢慢融化成草原
而我就像你没有一秒曾后悔

爱那么绵那么粘

管命运设定要谁离别
海岸线越让人流连
总是美得越蜿蜒
我们太倔强
连天都不忍再反对

深情一眼挚爱万年

几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯
见证我们的极限
疼一句珍藏万年誓言
就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎么会浮现

泪有点咸有点甜

你的胸膛吻着我的侧脸
回头看踏过的雪
慢慢融化成草原
而我就像你
没有一秒曾后悔

爱那么绵那么粘

管命运设定要谁离别
海岸线越让人流连
总是美得越蜿蜒
我们太倔强
连天都不忍再反对

深情一眼挚爱万年

几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯
见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年誓言
就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎么会浮现


深情一眼挚爱万年

几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯
见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年誓言
就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎么会浮现
怪就怪先峰冷雨顺乱在眼前

Thursday, December 21, 2006, 11:03 PM
hahahaha i posted this entry as xilei say i suppose to blog about her EVERYDAY
(SHE SOUNDS LIKE I VERY CLOSE TO HER LIKE THAT..WELL...)


I REALLY LOVE HER
(arghhh....i am puking)
I CAN"T LIVE WITHOUT HER
(OMG)
SHE IS SO CHARMING
(-sobbs-urghh...it is disgusting)
T_T

returned from lishis party
very fun today
we gossip a lot
and we exchange presents too
i got maine's present!
hahahs
i helped her choose that present one lah
a tortise hp chain
lols
busy shant blog anymore


XILEI HAPPY?
LOLS

Monday, December 18, 2006, 8:45 PM
a tired day
we finally manage to hang our banner up!(:
it looks quite okay from far lah
but quite small in size this year
dance and hockey's banner are much bigger than ours i think
but nevermind at least ours are not the smallest and the most insignificant
(at least ours is the only one that is purple in colour:D)
hanging up teh banner was tiring
it rains alot today and we continued to work even with teh ehavy pouring
all of us were wet and strained after tying
all our shoes are wet and our feet soaked
it was really disgusting and dirty as we had contact with dirty and rough floor
when we are doing our banner
but even though like that we never complained
as we knew it was for huahui's good
we really felt good when we see our banner nicely up there
accomplished!(:

Sunday, December 17, 2006, 8:27 PM
been viewing lots of S.H.E,fahrenheit and hana kimi's videos lately
on youtube almost the whole day
(well the rest on sleeping and homework)
i went to read hana kimi manga online as well
found some very good websites
(able to read manga online free of charge!:D)


nah
nothing more to blog about


/

watching hana kimi ep 5 later:D (LIVE!)

Friday, December 15, 2006, 7:54 PM
hey i have uploaded this year farewell 2006 xubie video on youtube
huahui people if you all are interested and wanted to watch again can go to youtube and type " SN CCS xubie 2006" or go to this website:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-5ZUZcMLcP4

enjoy(:

Thursday, December 14, 2006, 8:29 PM
jia you ah ,huahui

Wednesday, December 13, 2006, 8:30 PM
i choose to believe that we have the determination
i choose to believe that we have the heart
i choose to believe that we can do it
To banners and posters: 2 more days
A lot more to do
Must jia you(:

souvenirs-sec ones!
i know you all are first timers
perhaps u all cant adapt to the stress and hardwork
But i believe u all can do it
sometimes you all may be very very tired
but jia you jia you
take evry souvenir you make as your most impt one
and do your best out of it
more proposals will be accepted (:
we may be a bit strict
but that is to help huahui to be a better cca
(other ccas stricter lor!)
haha
rmb hor..lishis are supposedly not there to help ..we are supposed to jian dus..
last few years the jian dus never help at all lor
(so actually must thank us for helping:D)
so u all must work hard also hor!
of course we will try to help as much as we can
(we cant sit theer and do nothing lah haha)

(:

Saturday, December 09, 2006, 7:17 PM
i slept MY WHOLE DAY today.....
i really wonder if i am born a pig or not in my pastlife.
or any other animal who hibernates.
i really lOVES to sleep sometimes.(sometimes not:D)
really tired ysted
finished my whole goong xiao shuo alr
I LOVE IT LAH
i think it is much nicer than the tv serial
perhaps it has a nicer ending.And xin is really very very sweet inside!
in the end instead of his sister being the "king"
he is given five years of freedom outside the palace
after 5 years he have to go back to the palace to be the crown prince again
his sister is younger in the xiaoshuo,unlike being elder in the tv serial
his sister has just been born when the fire incident happened lah
there is other incidents in the book that is very different from
the tv serial too.
like he went to britain instead of thailand
and also besides that he had been accused of consuming drugs there
etc etc...
greatly recommending this book
i think can buy from popular(:
Goong roccks!
:D

blog surfing just now
anyhow link lor
haha i start from chuanping's blog...then to sheila(well it stuck..i cant get in)..then to jialing..
then to peishan to shiting ......
well i am trying to link to huahui secs ones lah
coz i got least interaction with them compared to the other colours
next year the greens cuming up
haha
i still could rmb
when we the reds were just sec ones the greens were our
sec 4 senoirs
now when we are sec 4s and gg to graduate
another batch of greens cuming up!
i hope they are a nice batch


well they surely will be(:(:


** nobody to fall in love with
i am a loner.
alone.


Thursday, December 07, 2006, 10:46 PM
went back to school everyday to help banner and souvenir thus quite busy these days.and worst still i have to rush out script and homework when i went home.i dun have the time to play maple at all.(hahas that is actually a good thing)but i think the sec 2s and 1s are more tired than me as they really work hard.we are only jian dus and just need to make sure that they are progressing and not doing anything wrong.yesterday nv manage to sleep a lot as i tried to finish goong xiao shuo book part one and i read till 3 am.today shall i catch some sleep(:

A lot of people going abroad these days.weiling and xiaowei going tmr..i think both going china. hope they have a fun trip(:

**[my feelings are getting back.And i dun wish to]

Wednesday, December 06, 2006, 10:20 PM
喜欢一个人是没有理由的吧。。。。

:)

Monday, December 04, 2006, 8:28 PM
i was lucky.i recovered just in time! or i would surely miss the playwright course today.today we must finish writing the first draft by the end of lessons.even though it was rush but we tried our best.luckily all of us managed to finish it.the fastest was chuwen and xuezhen.chuwen was so fast that she finished around 4 when lessons ended at 6.xuezhen ended around 6.others (plus me) all handed up late.i think i wrote the longest lah.i wrote 7 pages T.T?!others only wrote around 3-4 pages.surely mine will over shot the time.but i really dunno where to cut down.i hoope guo lao shi will help me with it:D

just been to jay2u forum(his official website).the new song for his latest movie is out!
it is so nice! it is a fast song and the title is called 黄金甲。same as the movie 《满城尽带黄金甲》here is the lyrics:


剑气如虹 闪电变如风
    此去东方有条龙 杀气如风 形势如中空
    将军我豪情如众 声势很凶 黄金甲如重铁
   金戈害我心如空 
    景色 不同 角色 不同 攻势 不同 混乱 永远无终
    一静一动 如松 千年不变
    如空 如空 如空
  
    血染盔甲 我挥泪杀
    满城菊花 谁的天下
    宫廷之上 狼烟风沙
    生死不过 一道刀疤
    
     周围每人落魄 周围没人啰嗦
    行人漂泊漂泊 漂泊一身落寞
    亲人纷纷入座 兵戎相见如果
    千军万马万马 万马奔腾的轱辘声 真不错
    
    经年战事已久 成败转眼入秋
    点滴烽火烽火 烽火回忆入秋
  
    
    那烽火回忆入秋 吼~吼~吼~吼~
    那杀戮过逝如风 吼~吼~吼~吼~
    那烽火回忆入秋 吼~吼~吼~吼~
    皇室血脉如河流(皇室血脉如河如流)
    
    血染盔甲 我挥泪杀
    满城菊花 谁的天下
    宫廷之上 狼烟风沙
    生死不过 一道刀疤
    
    血染盔甲 我挥泪杀
    满城菊花 谁的天下
    宫廷之上 狼烟风沙
    生死不过 一道刀疤
    
    血染盔甲 我挥泪杀
    撂倒你们 看谁倒下
    爱恨悲欢 历史留下
    谁在乱箭之中 潇洒

**
//i dreamt of you yesterday.//
//it have been so long that i remembered you//

Sunday, December 03, 2006, 6:31 PM
sickk
not really comfortable now
not sure whether tmr gg to guo lao shi's lessons or not
:(

Friday, December 01, 2006, 3:51 PM
will be quite busy next week.gg to be busy with banner and playwright
well due to my laziness my next week's burden will be heavier due to addition of hw.well i broke my promise again of starting hw on wed. i started only today haha.coz i started hong lou meng ystd and was so tired after reading it that i went to continue to watch tian wai fei xian to relax.then i am busy over playwright discussion so dun really have time to do hw liaoz.wed was worse lah...i was soo tired that i went to sleep instead after the escape trip with jingying,xilei and eliz.i realise that escape was not really that exciting as i thought it was.i wanted to go there for years alr after my first time there when i was pri 5.my family was not even interested to go at all thus i decided to drag my friends there this time:Dalso this holis admission fee have been discounted to 6 dollars!!hahas.but i dun think i have wasted the money as i have played almst all the games that i nver dared to play when i was pri 5.actually they are all very thrilling and fun(some kind of dizzy too).i am not scared to play them anymore lah.(but i know xilei is scared..hahas..when we played the rainbow she was so scared that she closed her eyes tightly and grabbed so tight lahh...haha)