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that light within me;
Quotes: “There is a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby sometimes love just aint enough.” Destined: carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
Sunday, March 30, 2008, 7:02 PM
i forgot about this.gotten from eliz's blog.yes our st nicks famous cheerleading!
this was performed by the st nicks graduates!


, 6:14 PM
St nicks fiesta ROCK!!
i was finally able to enjoy a full fiesta day yesterday! Haha 3 years ago we were busy managing the crowd in the Bouncy Dinoland and stuck there for the whole day:/Hence, many of us never got the chance to go and stroll around to look at the stalls.There were more sponsors this year...Macs,7-eleven,coffee bean and lots more.And as usual the food were really expensive.lols.One stick of fishballs can cost $3!



HAHA instead of dino, we had the tiger this time.
The 24hr run! and yes!we broke the world record!
i must claimed that this pic look nice solely becoz of my photography skills haha!
eliz kind of extra here =.
look at hark's face =.
Lastly we had our good progress awardee(:
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i know i am not there yet
hence i will not give up
let us accept our failures and make it better the next day
little by little one walks far(:
jiayou everyone(:

Wednesday, March 26, 2008, 12:20 AM
i shall advertise here:

1.SNGS FIESTA 2008!
Date:29 March,Saturday
Time:9pm-5pm

PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT!!!
Tickets will be sold there(:

2.Resonance X-VJC Harmonica Band concert
Date:24 May,Saturday
Time:7.30pm
Venue:Victoria JC Performance Theatre
Ticket Price: $10

PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT!!!!!!!!
Any interested can get tickets from me or any vjc harmoc members(:

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坠入了无底洞:/
the never-ending dreamland
that can never come true



Sunday, March 23, 2008, 8:37 PM
i got a haircut today.okay it is too short again:/ lols.
Moreover, i 've been on toilet routine the whole day.haha diarhhoea.

busy doing this question now....

ironman,bucket,movie ticket, more than words, harmonica
What happened?

HMMM
So........................................what happen?



i am determined to get an answer today -nod-



haha(:

Saturday, March 22, 2008, 8:28 PM
lalala.

(:

Thursday, March 20, 2008, 4:51 PM
ARTS DAY YSTD!haha okay i sound excited.it was not THAT FUN but generally it was okay(: fm 987 came with some bands and it rock the whole hall! well but perhaps i didnt enjoy it as much as the others as i dun really listen to eng songs :/ we had beatbox performances,performance from the band stellastory(okay they are pretty good),kelvin tong came(a lot of huahui pple went unanimously.sad i shld have gone too.) and i had hiphop dance lessons too.it was fun and seriously make me want to take hiphop dance classes lor.However the money problem is a big thing for me to solve.Hmm,i shall wait and see first then :/

anyway thanks to all who commented i am a happy go lucky person!lol!my old friends are all shocked to hear that lar.But well i alr said in my first blog post in this blogskin ,i am going to GET RID OF EXTREME EMO-NESS! too emo always keep me unhappy:/ hence i decide to look on the bright side of life more!(of course emo sometimes is inevitable) i am really determined to be optimistic, esp when i have such complicated family.-nods- If not i wun be able to remain alive all these years!LOL. SO, BE HAPPY(: AND PERSEVERE(:

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jiayou jiayou jiayou.
i am really trying to change for the better.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008, 12:36 AM
"Caritas, share the love"
by chij choirs


Eyes speaking of an endless grief
Lips open in a wordless cry
Let's share the love we take for granted
Try to keep thier last hopes alive

Hands reaching out for their loved ones lost
Hearts holding to a flickering dream
Let's share the life we waste away
Show them that the world truly cares

Caritas, share the love
That they are missing inside
Caritas, take the step
To reach out to the other side
There's so much we can do if we dare
To the lost and forgotten one out there
Caritas, share the love, share the love

Smiles breaking through those hardened faces
A gift to us that makes us whole
Let's share the peace our maker gave us
Making our souls feel alive

Monday, March 17, 2008, 9:20 PM
“为什么我每天起床,最先想到的,是怎样解决$$的问题。”

"钱钱钱。。。为什么我的烦恼都是钱?!”

16年了,有时候真的觉得好累。

okay i must self-motivate myself:

过去所发生的已经是无法改变的历史
现在的生活不应该被过去给牵绊着
既然无法改变过去,为何不试着努力去创造一个更美好的未来?

即使目前有许多阻碍,但我决不能因此而被打倒。
要记得,我的人生只有我自己能主宰。

People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost.

~H. Jackson Browne

Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine.

~Anthony J. D'Angelo

Sunday, March 16, 2008, 11:42 PM
this is the photo we took with mrs yeo!
#

i am studying math now for tmr 's test and i really really really feel like dying.
Prrraaaay hard i will pass tmr!

Mrs yeo!!!where are you?!
i need you for MATH!

, 12:55 AM
i shall post about what happened yesterday and today:

1.LENGQIJI OUTING
Actually i should say it was a 1/2 lengqiji outing.only around 8 came,others could not make it.we went pepperlunch for lunch ,took some photos and i think they went bowling.i didn't join them as i had to go for the second outing,which was SUPPOSEDLY to be a class outing.(lol u will find out at the nextparagraph why i caps SUPPOSEDLY.)anyway yes ziqing i want a lengqiji blog!hope it will be out soon!and yes,lengqiji!must rmb!meet tgt during fiesta to take a full lengqiji photo!

2."CLASS OUTING"
HAHA it was supposedly to be a very last minute class outing.i met pearl and xilei first,and we met mrs yeo on the way!haha we complained to her about jc life and those inefficent math lessons we had in vjc and how we are so desperate for her tuition on jc math and blah blah blah...we even took photos with her!i shall post it next time.i am using laptop now and i dun know how to insert a memory card into a laptop.lol xP we talked until nearly 2 and we were at least late for half an hour.HAHA but nobody call us or anything.we felt wierd so i msged weiling and asked who is coming while pearl call the others.LOL.weiling replied this to me: "pearl they all". and this is what i got from pearl when she asked weiling the same qn the prev day:"xilei they all" and haha IN THE END WHO CAME?well, cancel "they all".only pearl and xilei and me.LOLS.DAMN FUNNY LAR.totally miscommunication!so the 3 f us went for kbox at marina sq and sang all the way to 5 plus.peixuan joined us for dinner after that.


3.TODAY
nothing much,just that i was super determined and followed my schedule all the way .hence i did my work and revision and harmoc prac.haha moreover i ban myself from pokemon pearl and computer games:/i tried to do the gp essay and almost died.lol.well it was still not completed yet at this moment.i shall continue tmr(: i can do it!yeah!jiayou!-nods-



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i am prepared and i want to try.
but it all depends whether fate and you think i can be trusted not.


let us change for the better(:

Monday, March 10, 2008, 10:47 PM
i went to watch huangcheng ystd. okay truthfully,this year is disappointing :/ i am not the only one who thinks in that way.weiling siowyu xiaowei and wendy all agree with me -nods- The main prob lies with the plot and the scriptwriting style.We think that it deproves this year. But wells the other areas are fine.daoju is still the best :D I will still support huangcheng next year.coz i still believe in their quality(: HAHA i will always support huangcheng!AND OF COURSE!next year stnicks huahui having QIHANG TOO!YAY :D:D:D:DD:D

today we had harmoc practice and lunch tgt(: i get to know a lot of new friends and senoirs from section 3!i am glad that they are all very fun, nice and friendly!This proves to others that harmoc is not a boring cca which only quiet pple will join!we guys are fun people too!harmoc rocks! (:(:


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i miss huahui :/

我想念那舞台
想念那些耀眼的灯光服装及道具
想念当导演的日子
想念与演员们开玩笑
想念开声
想念与老师理事们开会议商讨演出事情
想念排剧
想念那种每天留下来做道具的辛苦
想念大家的团结
想念大家彼此的加油与打气
想念谢幕时对大家的作品感到的骄傲
想念唱会歌

想念《启航》。

“ 我们明年《启航》,再见!”

Saturday, March 08, 2008, 10:03 PM
Unless anybody didn't realise ...IT'S ALR HOLIDAYS! And yes holidays doesn't mean slacking for me.i PROMISE i will do my revision during the holidays.The WORRYING thing now is that i hardly keep my promises when it comes to schoolwork.lols.but seriously i need to revison.I am lagging behind:/ And vjc is a school where you need to study yourself.hmm...okay i need to be determined enough this time.i need to plan my time well...there is a lot of outings going on ..plus tutoring shermi too.


"if i can't then i must."

-nods-

JIAYOU JAE!


TMR HUANGCHENG!been supporting them for at least 4 years!i am really getting excited!!wonder how will the show be like this year?

Thursday, March 06, 2008, 12:27 AM
祝我生日快乐
作词:郑中庸 作曲:周杰伦 编曲:林迈可

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么 让我诚实一点
诚实 难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁

一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难 像切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点

生日快乐 我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你 带一点恨
还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐

gotten the lyrics from hark's blog.yes i love this song too(:i prefer the live version that jay chou and landy sang during jay's concert.It is better than landy's album version.haha perhaps i am biased since the live version is the only version with jay's voice inside.lols.but aska's version not bad too.

this is the live version:


Tuesday, March 04, 2008, 10:45 PM
Econs test tmr.i havent started studying:/ and it is already 11 now -.- i wonder when i can manage to change this really really bad habit. Yet i can't deny that i procrastinate the best. If i start revision early i am not confident that i can do better. However , i think i should get rid of my usual procrastination. It is definitely eating my precious time whenever i want to get efficient with project work and other major projects.i think i am really slow. I just only realise that procrastination with homework /tests and to be efficient in CCA and projects at the same time can't work well.(and that was why nothing worked really well for the past few years-.- ) okay i shall try my best to change it gradually -nods-
i dun think i will be able to excel in A level if i persist in procrstinating. Time to change!PERSEVERE


and yes, some of my close friends should know.That is the word that has been keeping me alive for all these years.

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Our spirit is disintegrating into pieces, hence let us try our best to piece everything back.

(:

Monday, March 03, 2008, 11:12 PM
the journey is tough, yet we shall hang on.

i believe that we are strong.



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单纯真诚似乎没办法战胜现实
所以我能做的。。。只有去接受这事实吗?

Saturday, March 01, 2008, 11:02 PM
haha actually i dun feel like blogging today.Yet i want to update abt 4j dinner. Yes! We had 4 JUSTICE dinner ystd at suntec!Many came and we camwhore like crazy.hahas xD
here are some of the photos:

the "emo kias"

look at congyi's hair!haha!

look like COUPLE right?HAHA
i watched nyjc's baiyungang( chinese drama ).Suddenly make me really really miss huahui :/why is there no qihang this year...