hahas i just changed my blogskin.this one damn blue. but i love the picture so nvm(:

will blog more about resonance xi tmr. having post concert blues nowwww:/ currently stoning and just stoning but i PROMISE, PROMISE, i will start studying tmr(:

thanks(:

stabbed till there's been almost nothing left.

been trying hard to survive,

but now, i am too tired and wounded to keep myself alive.

trust is the key.

and i am losing it.

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struggling to believe.

lol coincidentally i am currently learning evolution and Darwin's theory in bio now :D

达尔文-蔡健雅

曲:蔡健雅 词:小寒

我的青春 也不是没伤痕
是明白爱是信仰的延伸
甚么特征 人缘还是眼神
也不会预知爱不爱的可能　

保持单身 忍不住又沉沦
兜着圈子来去有时苦等
人的一生 感情是旋转门
转到了最后真心的就不分

有过竞争 有过牺牲
被爱筛选过程
学会认真 学会忠诚
适者才能生存
懂得永恒 得要我们
进化成更好的人

我的青春 有时还蛮单纯
相信幸福取决于爱得深
读进化论 我赞成达尔文
没实力的就有淘汰的可能　

我的替身 已换过多少轮
记忆在旧情人心中变冷
我的一生 有几道旋转门
转到了最后只剩你我没分

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有过竞争 有过牺牲 被爱筛选过程
学会认真 学会忠诚 适者才能生存
懂得永恒 得要我们 进化成更好的人

all i wanna ask for is just some care, concern and support.

yet i cant feel any from some.

or perhaps i just expect too much

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feeling tired to say " i am okay"

but i will try my best to be.

okay, jieying promise herself she will at least catch up with chem tutorials to support Mr Lau. LOL.

假装-蔡依林

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后
慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑
反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待 还心甘情愿的不想逃

假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药
其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找 再也找不到

假装自己
已解开冰冷的手铐

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我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

just a random thought. i think i will miss harmoc like crazy after i step down.

all these hard work and effort. i never know i will be able to hang on till this day.

2 more weeks my dear harmoc members. 2 more weeks. and our day will come.


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假装多好 我只要只想要再拥有一秒

okay this is something random i found. i like this pic alot, i hope xinni and sharon dun mind i post it up:P

MUSIC FEST 2009!

i am glad i was able to go for music fest this year again! Initially, i was kinda disappointed when i didn't get the tickets thru polling, but well it was quite expected at the same time since i recieved it last year:x But thanks to amanda for giving me your extra tickets!(: Even though this year's ticket price was really ex , but it was kinda worth it since alot of my friends are competing in the finals(: In my opinion, vocal groups, bands and music videos are better than last year. Solos and dances same as last year bah. Perhaps i really missed the cool dance brought by the ics guys last year. that was really super cool and niceeeee. This year mainly just usual hip hop and ballet.

anyway congrats to xiaowei and lynn for getting second in vocal group and dongying's grp for getting third! this year's vocal group are really strong compared to last year. All of you did well!(: Also, congrats to xilei and her friends for getting third in video!(: to be able to compete with 2 big cca groups in the finals wasn't easy!

unfortunately i din bring camera on friday, soooo these are just some photos that i gope from faceboook:D
evonne( thanks for accompanying me to music fest!) , me and xilei ( she was wearing a SKIRT btw:D)

i woke up in the middle of the night and unable to sleep anymore. so out of boredom i did the personality test again (my second time this yr ). i did it twice. and i got 2 super different results.

1.ENTJ. i got this combi last yr too. couldn't post the percentage coz i redid the test. but this is the webpage on entj details:
http://www.mypersonality.info/personality-types/entj/

2.INFJ. lol same as what i got at the start of the year:



the details are here:
http://www.mypersonality.info/personality-types/infj/


LOL both of them are quite different. Now i am starting to doubt myself.

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Learn the art of silence; Love and not ask for anything in return.

yesterday's judging was indeed disappointing. but i guess perhaps becoz i was mentally prepared before the whole judging started, i wasn't too emotionally affected by the results. Like what edward said, we have tried our best and we have no regrets.(:

i feel very sorry to those who felt unfair and sad over this matter. i understand that all of us have sacrificed many precious hours and put in alot of effort for this SYF. Even though we din gain a good result, we earned the bonding and friendship of our band. And Vjc harmoc we did well! be proud of yourself and be proud of the band(:

And now my dear J2s, our last task now is our concert. let us pick ourselves up and work hard for it! Jiayous everybody!(:

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wounds will always remain as wounds.