CNY is interesting for me this year -nods-

i swear i got less than 10 hongbaos in total and currenty stoning both of my holidays away at homee~

LOL.

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no matter how fine it is going to be, there will always exist this thin line.
and i guess it tells everything

back to the same old song(: 背影 by yoga simply rocks! it's been one of my top 2 favourites in 2008 and i guess it will continue to be one of my favs this yr too.i really love the lyrics like mad.perhaps it is becoz everytime i listen to it i can understand and feel it more and more.i dun understand the other verses other than the chorus previously, but i can understand every sentence now. pardon me coz i wanna post the lyrics again for everyone of us to see(: hope you will like this song too(: LOL (oops just pray that there wun be a third time)


hahaha every verse is so nice until i highlighted EVERYTHING.

背影-林宥嘉
作詞：藍小邪　作曲：關大州

三公分阳光 三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情 剩下只有脚印

一直向前走 走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事 帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾 用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落 不用你回头看
不用珍惜(不用在意)

我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你

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感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛 所以才能拥抱你的背影

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ELIZZ!!! yea yea npnp you are officially my GFF! (:

me xilei jingying evonne and xilei went swensens to celebrate ELIZ's birthday on wednesday!LOL linwei was suppose to come but in the end she went home and did something random.(okay i dun rmb but it was kinda retarded :P) well we chose swensens for a reason la, coz eliz could have a FREE main course meal and ice cream if we bought 3 main course meals.the food and icecream were really niceeee.i was kinda stupid coz i bought the sambal fish and i realise it was quite spicy alr when i havent put any sambal chili yet.so in the end half of the fish were eaten by the others and i goped theirs too:P we ordered 2 more icecream sets and got ourselves really really fullllll.but overall i really had fun eating and enjoying with friends that day(: here are some photos!
all of us!

the looks-damn-nice-to-me apple crumble but in the end it turned out to be a taste-damn-sweet-to-me dish.jingying and eliz busy scandling and found out by xilei.LOL

thank you xilei!you will always be my BFF(:


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jieying, you must stay strong.please try.

summary of what had happened on my first day of school!:

1. prolonged sinus attack= x KM MARATHON=OH GREAT.
2.hmm only attended 2 tutorials,chem and math. i had 2 new teachers(: i am glad they can teach quite well:D feel motivated to do tutorials alr-nods-
3.had harmoc today!i am happy that attendance can fill half the LT4(: and we just recieved the new syf scores, so must prac alr!-nods-
4.lol i was too tired after all the sneezing and so went to sleep once i went back home.OOPS.

O level results were out!GUESS WHAT, the top student in singapore came from ST NICKS!she got 11 A1s,damn imbah. but unfortunately, i heard that she didnt go back to recieve the results herself:/

btw,congrats to all those juniors who recieved great o level results!hope you all can choose a right jc for urself!

and for those who is coming to vjc,CYA DURING ORIENTATION MANNS.

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i have to believe.

pure random, i decide to change my blogskin -nods- went colourful previously, now decided to use lesser colours.HAHA.

tmr is the first official jc school day in 2009. i am really really not prepared.
WHY:
1. i havent pack my bag
2. i havent do hw(okay done lil bit)
3.i dun have the mood
4.i can't believe time had passed by sooooo fast.
5.i dun wanna believe that i am alr 18.

haiz.

okay must rest early today-nods- cya guys in school!:D

i love the lyrics of this song.very nice(:

well, i decide to dedicate to mr red.AHAHA

飞轮海-寂寞暴走
(i am so sorry i dunno the composer and lyricist:/)

這裡的景色叫做曾經愛過
曾存在你的擁抱和溫柔
撕開票根獨自重遊
票價是想念你的痛

你說做朋友並不是朋友
我們比路人還陌生的多
感情的廢墟重建以後
誰會偶爾回來走走

我站在回憶的入口 走進我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛
讓我無法說淚是因為吹風

我沿著命運的箭頭 無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
愛你還沒愛夠你卻要我放手
誰都在時間的秘密花園中　你從沒走

我說的愛你說的太自由
自由到彷彿我只是說說
未來的風景我沒愛過
我只想念你的所有

我的愛你想你都以極速向回憶暴衝
他們能看見的是虛偽的從容

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愛你還沒愛夠你卻要我放手
誰都在時間的秘密花園中　你從沒走

DBSK-MIROTIC MV


okay dun be surprised by this video. i must first make myself clear(especially to weiling,hoho,hark and weien) that i din develop a special liking for them.i just found that the song and the dance is very cool and nice:D okay the title is cool too.

weiling and hark were kinda stunned when i told them i like this mv and they started to promote their dbsk as usual.well okay lar, the other songs r not bad lor..jay chou's are much much much better.oops.HAHA

i heard the english version of this song too,called under my skin.the lyrics are kinda...cool and sexy.LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xN5K41xVHRA

but i prefer the mirotic version.nicer:D

i am lazy to do hw, so that is why i am here to create this random post.HAHAHAH

ps:according to hark, i am currently watching another vid that she rated one of the BESTEST HOTTEST from dbsk.tsk what am i doing manns.LOLLL

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i got you, under my skin.

haha i finally feel like blogging!(: a lot of activities happened these few days and i shall blog abt some of them:

i had poi ching pri 6A chalet on saturday night at downtown east. okay you didnt read anything wrong, it is really a PRIMARY 6 GATHERING.HAHA. honestly i wasnt looking very forward to it initially since i only manage to keep in contact with only a few of the vj/st nicks girls and gabriel.moreover i didnt manage to attend the chalet they had in 2007 so i was kinda worried that we would have nothing to talk about, and i might not even recognize some of their faces.LOL true enough, i cant recognize the guys lar, especially elvis and shangyang.AND ARGH, NIYI GREW TALLER.TALLER THAN ME NOW.TSK.the girls still looked the same but perhaps prettier(: generally the atmosphere was surprisingly okay. while the guys were busy barbecuing, we girls act tai tai and sat down to talk abt our school life and cca:P

after the barbecue we went back to our room to play truth or dare. it was kinda dumb but fun. i got a double dare with ming kiat to sing wu ding tgt.he sang it so high(or perhaps i sang it too low?) until i became the male singer instead.haha we camwhored,bought some supper from macs and watched transformers and..slept till morning.i thought we wuld stay thruout the night to talk or play but i guess everyone were too tired.here are some photos!

the food!with gabriel's extra hand there.LOL

generally quite fun manns:D but mama found out the secret.OOPS.okay shant say anything much, later i become the big mouth:P even though it is too late but...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAMA!:D

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (belated) GOODBYE 2008!(:

haha i realise many blogged during the new year,thus i decided to blog only on the next day to be special:D LOL okay jk, i was just simply lazy to blog ystd(in fact less than an hour ago).

2008 was a special year!i got the chance to experience many new things and stuffs:

This was the year that i first entered jc and found out how jc life was.
This was the year that i entered harmoc and felt trusted when i was given the chance to lead.
This was the year that i stopped emo-ing so much as i decided to be more optimistic and look at the better side of life(:
This was the year that i made many new and great friends whom i trusted ,cared and loved(:
This was the year that i recieved my o levels results and i was happy with it!
This was the year that i had my first part time job!(tutoring!(: )
This was the year that i started slacking and did not do hw(tutorials:P)
This was the year that i first screwed up my mid years and almost my promos.
This was the year that i had so many fake scandals in my life.haha!
This was the year that i decided to grow long hair.
This was the year that i learnt to try let go of some things and move on.

i must admit this year passed by very fast, but many things happened, both good and bad.even though 2008 had ended, the memories and the experience we had will not disappear.i had learnt many things this year and i hope i can change for the better(: for me 2009 will be a fulfilling and busy year. i hope i can manage my time well and balance my studies, cca and friends. even though i still have the fear that my emo-ness i had in sec 3 &4 will engulf me again, i will try my best to stay strong! and i believe many will be there to support me(: and yes to all others who are going to take a levels next yr, jiayous and we will get there!(:

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a new beginning(: