不明白。为什么社会这么黑暗。

我可怜那些真正为学生付出的老师们。
不管你们去哪里，只要你觉得你做了正确的决定，我们都会祝福你们。

不要心冷，不要灰心，请坚持你的信念。

想对你们说声：“谢谢”

*some should understand what i am toking about.

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disappointment in you.
and regrets from me

july 19 peformance full dress rehearsal today! :D The rehearsal was not bad.. just that we were rather soft since they did not arrange mikes for us today.HAHA.the best thing was that we can claim $2 per person for their beverages and food.HENCE, we bought this:

背影
作词：蓝小邪 作曲：关大州 编曲：洪信杰 演唱：林宥嘉

三公分阳光 三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情 剩下只有脚印

一直向前走 走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾 用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落 不用你回头看(如果你回头看)
不用珍惜(不用在意)

我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿

song a bit unclear. shall find a clear version soon (:

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感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛， 所以才能拥抱你的背影

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!

lol i have been yearning for this day for very very long!this whole week was tough to go through for me, mainly due to my usual procrastination (i seriously hate it now) for tests /exams and hence i had to chiong every night to try to finish studying. i think this is the first examination that i have ever felt so inconfident and did so badly for it lar. i have really truly understand from this exam that procrastination and last minute studying for exams DOESN'T WORK ANYMORE for A levels. come to think of it, i think i was really really lucky to get those o level results even though i slacked soo much during sec 4 -. However, i don't think my luck will get me through my A levels. NIL SINE LABORE: nothing without labour. yeah, i think i have to try to put in hard work too. JIA YOU TO MYSELF! AND TO EVERYBODY TOO! (:

Today we (me, erica, jasmine, collin, bong and glen) went to watch the movie 'wanted' after the exams were over.LOL.IT WAS SUPER COOL LAR!The bullets are damn nice and cool!all of us didn't regret watching it.(so unlike the cloverfield they watched that time.haha!) and lol thanks to glen, we had free popcorn and drinks for the movie :D:D

ANYWAY, ANOTHER GOOD NEWS: I CAN MAKE IT FOR HUAHUI XUBIE!coz they postpone it to next tues (: lol.

PS: to all vj harmoc members- check harmoc blog for further details on june 27 ,can click on the link on my blog(: and yes!harmoc tmr!

good luck everybody for mid yrs this week!
jiayou guys!
WE WLL GET THERE!!!

(:

EHH.lol.i better pray that tmr after i come back from jingying's house i will have done something in math.(coz i have not touched it :P:P)

haha!today's purpose of blogging is not about that lar! coz simin came back from australia a while ago...SO FOUR OF US WENT OUT TODAY!seriously it is really a miracle that we still go out shopping and eating every half a year or so since sec 1 even though we were not in the same classes anymore. Moreover, we are now in different jcs and country! Yet i hope this friendship can last forever, i will never forget you guys! (:(:

we didn't go to seoul garden this time since we got sick of it. But we went to some restaurant(oops i can't recall the name now) that is almost the same type today.we ate there for 5 hours long and we fried ice cream!haha! But it was not as cool as what they showed us in the poster outside the restaurant, or perhaps we were too inexperienced and the ice cream became quite lan diao.lols.









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self control.

i am SLACKING.
as usual.HAHAHAHAA( xilei they all will understand my meaning:D ).
this habit reeealli have to be changed -nods-

i been addicted to playing maplestory again since last week after i reinstalled the game back into my com due to extreme boredness (regretting:/ ). Hence i have not been touching my notes for quite some time alr .

lol.hence better wish me good luck for my mid yrs this time :P will work hard this week!jiayoU!!

PS: to all vj harmoc members- check harmoc blog for latest updates on june 27 full dress rehearsal,can click on the link on my blog(:

Jay chou went to the hospital for a full body check up and unexpectedly he got the warning of 'angiosclerosis', he said: "The doctor said the degree of my angiosclerosis is about the same as at my mother's age, maybe it's because of too much fried and roasted food."

source: http://www.jaychoustudio.com/

heard that he only have around 20 years left.

somebody please tell me this isn't true :/

why geniuses always have a such short life and lots of wierd illnesses?

life and death are so unpredictable.

i will really miss him.

please treasure every moment of him now.

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“我不能让每个人都喜欢我，因为我不是神。” - 周杰伦

大家一起学习去珍惜身边的人吧！
其实和他们在一起的每一秒的每一刻
都是小小的一份幸福。

treasure your loved ones, before it is too late.

I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN TODAY!

haha,i was slacking the whole day and found this blogskin by chance. Dancing sheep(the designer:D) just uploaded it 21 hours ago on blogskins.com lar.lols.:P i REALLY LOVE THIS BLOGSKIN! haha one of the reasons is because there is my favourite flower, THE SUNFLOWER! :D Moreover, i like generally bright coloured and "optimistic"(don't look very emo can alr lar) blogskin.Hence i decided to waste a few more hours of my mugging time to revamp my blog :D:D

Besides that, i also altered the colours of my cbox. Now it is just a wierd combi of colours that i chose as i don't really know how to use its colour picker.HAHA. Well, but it looks colourful and fits my aim so i will just let it be for the time period.lol.

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YOU MAKE ME SMILE
(:

haha!i found this on youtube!the faci's item for bash night CLIC 2008!



ClIC 08 FACILS:
daniel, hannah, xiang lin, Dilshad, Calvin, Kenji, Eirene, Nazri, Phoebe, Jarren

THEME: SHINE!

haha! enjoy!i love the last part of the video :D

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i don't know who you are, but you must be some kind of superstar :D

KBOOXXXXXXXX TODAY! :D
haha!as usual our "clique" favourite outing place is KBOX LAR! But we didn't go to kboz this time, instead we tried partyworld coz it was cheaper and the hours were like almost the same.LOL. But in the end most of us prefer KBox because the food and place seems much nicer than partyworld(Honestly, partyworld look like some pub where those kind of businessmen come lor.haha) i think perhaps we never had a outing for quite a long time , we really went crazy today.we stepped on the sofas, jumped around, acted as fake fahrenheit and S.H.E when we were singing "只对你有感觉" ! We camwhore a little using my camera(AGAIN, Xilei took a lot of herself. But i deleted most of them in the end :D ) and sang a lot of english + chinese songs. We really had a great time and yes i really miss FOUR JUSTICE! i really felt fortunate to be in such a pure and bonded class where we don't have conflicts and we are people who can just GO CRAZY! (:

here are some photos (:


the other photos i will post on facebook soon(:

jieying is here to remind herself that if she dun start studying, she is going to flunk her mid years.

even though jieying dun feel like studying, jieying must jiayous, and so does others too(:

lastly, jieying should start practising her harmoc, as when she started playing out of random today, she dun seem to get any pure note right.

jieying must work hard sia.


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我不知道我该不该等待。

J.T ?

yeah jae tan.

:x

HARMOC CHALET'S OVER!!
haha we had chalet at aloha loyang ystd and the day before. Quite a number of people came for the chalet and made the bungalow quite crowded. As usual ,we had BBQ and a short farewell session for the senoirs.Generally it was quite sucessful.Hope everyone had FUN! thanks to all the j1 exco! well done :D

HAHA expected,all of us camwhored that day. i was quite lazy to take out my camera hence i only took a few photos. Other chalet photos can check out harmoc blog's link to harmoc's photobucket :D And lol, i managed to catch some sleep with yunhan and xinni. Sabrina, krystal, jasmine and wenjun(the taitais and one uncle :D ) were simply crazy. they played mahjong until 5 plus in the morning lar.if i were them i will KO in the early morning, but they all seem still quite awake and energetic until some cmi when we eating breakfast at macs. Peirong they all even crazier!They played cards PLUS BADMINTON the whole night.HAHA i feel so old and weak compared to them :/

here are some photos!





LOOKING FORWARD TO NEXT YEAR'S CHALET!
YAY NEXT YR WILL BE THE FUTURE J1 EXCO PLANNING! :D:D
OUR JOB WILL THEN BE JUST GO THERE AND EAAAAAAT!

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如果你愿意一层一层一层地剥开我的心...
& you will realise nothing's left.

-quoted from xuezhen's msn nick (:

after i went to charmaine's blog, i fell in love with this song :D

星光幫「因为我相信」

你說的每一句話 像首歌反覆傳唱
儲存在我的心上 怎麼可能把它遺忘

後來故事變得怎樣 我們的手依然不放
我所有的悲傷 習慣有你陪伴
怎捨得 再重返孤單

答應你 我不會離去
我們只是 短暫的分離
我會在附近 緊握著回憶 陪著你前進

答應我 你不會哭泣
我們有過那麼多約定
因為我相信 只要我相信 就會有奇蹟

你說的我都體諒 我的秘密鎖在你眼眶
我們從不同過往 並肩走向同一個方向

夢的重量壓在我肩上 所幸有你分一些承擔
滿天的星光 把每一步照亮
所以我們 不會 走散

答應你 我不會離去
我們只是 短暫的分離
我會在附近 緊握著回憶 陪著你前進

答應我 你不會哭泣 我們有過那麼多約定
因為我相信 只要我相信 就會有奇蹟

過去一個人 偶爾嘆息 也曾想過要放棄
如今不為自己 也要為了你 笑著讓夢延續

答應你 我不會離去
我們只是 短暫的分離
我會在附近 緊握著回憶 陪著你前進

答應我 你不會哭泣 我們有過那麼多約定
因為我相信 只要我相信 就會有奇蹟
因為我相信 只要我相信 就會有奇蹟


PS: to all harmoc members- check harmoc blog for latest updates on the chalet + july 5 performance .can click on the link on my blog(:
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我似乎傻傻地分不清楚。

Collide-Howie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

When I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry
I won't see your face Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow findYou and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find You and I collide
You finally find You and I collide
You finally find You and I collide