it is such a small small world(:

I went to ngee ann polytechnic today in the afternoon to collect some payment from a church client that i have been dealing with. It was rather surprising to me when i met her face to face because that was when i realised that she so happens to be my st nicks junior! In fact, this wasn't the first time i encountered such occurence. A week ago, i met xilei's and xinni's classmate when i was collecting payment for another church client. Well, I guess it is really interesting that we get to experience more and more of these coincidences as we grow older and older and our social circle become bigger and bigger(: i believe many might have experienced the same thing as me at a certain part of your life. If you don't, then perhaps you can try walking around bugis or orchard area for 2-4 hours.(for girls only maybe LOL) Try to count the number of familiar faces you will see:D

hahhas i was listening to yes 933's 夜完场之因为很爱演 by peifen and nat ho. LOL damn funny! love peifen's show(:

i believe i am someone who can't write when i do not have the mood to write. But i guess i am not really special, since i know ppl who are like this as well.

One pretty good example(i believe) to illustrate this point will be about blogging. It is common that people do not blog everyday, and i guess one of the many reasons might be because there do not have the mood to talk about anything sometimes(even if you have tonnes to talk about). Some famous bloggers blogged everyday, and truthfully i kinda admire this ability of theirs. They are able to talk about almost anything on their blogs and you hardly see them post short drafts. Personally if i do not have the mood to talk about something, i will take hours to draft the post, edit the post and in the end, it might stil turn out to be some trash:x haha this is exactly what i have experienced few minutes ago when i was trying my best to post some topic about uni acceptance. it was then when i started to give up , reopen a new page again and begin to crap abt all these, merely in less than ten minutes.

And now i am losing my "feel" to type again. I am not really a perfectionist but i guess it might be time to find ways to prolong this "feel" of mine. Otherwise, my blog might end up having more drafts than the posts itself soon:P will reading and writing more often works? hmm.

Btw, i might continue to work on the draft abt the uni acceptance, some day.

http://notesaboutyouandme.blogspot.com/

what i am feeling now seems to be beyond my capability of description. However, this blog never fails to make my heart wrench and my eyes wet whenever i am feeling lost or down.

i am deeply touched by this boy. And he often made me feel that, one's love can be that great and strong.

i love to cry too much.

love and felt sad about your may 1st post.

i really wanna blog about something yesterday. There are certain stuffs and feelings i wanna convey, yet for the whole night i found it difficult to convert those feelings into words. Hence, all i did was to constantly refresh my blog , hopping for some post to pop out by itself. LOL.

"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile." -unknown


Dedicated to all my precious friends who are suffering/stuck/lost at this certain point in time. Let us embrace the pain and burn it as a fuel for our journey.

i miss those days when i needed to stay up the whole night to do last minute mugging and survived without a wink of sleep.

lols i believe some might doubt the credibility of the above sentence. However i assure all that i am in a normal state right now and there is no typing error:D Yes, I actually miss those times as surviving such nights meant i was "young" and "healthy" enough.


Haha take note that i have used past tense to describe the state i was in. The obvious reason will be that i am no longer that "young" and "healthy" anymore. I guess i have not been taking really good care of my body :x I have overestimated myself and been screwing up body clock now and then:P Burning midnight oil have been frequent since secondary school due to my old habit of procrastination. In the past, i was still quite proud that i can tahan for many nights without much sleep during the exam periods. But now, my body feel like a 70 year old today because i slept very late the day before:/

I guess it is really time to be more disciplined and not screwing up my body clock that frequent again. If not i might feel even older next time...LOL

"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." -Bob Marley

it is rather amazing when you happen to find out that some friend of yours know another friend of yours when you chanced through their fb profile or photos (chanced not stalked :P)

An even more interesting phenomenon noted will be that the "another friend of yours" is surprisingly a primary school friend that you have not met or talked for years. Through her fb profile, you realise how much she have changed after all these years and which jc/poly she ended up at. At the same time, you hesitated to add her as a fb friend because you doubt that she still remembers you after a decade.

lols coincidentally, this is something jieying have encountered this afternoon(:

pictures speak a thousand words(:

it might have been the truth all along.

But with those excuses, i denied the fact and tried to believe in what i wanted to believe.
Perhaps that is the main reason that always makes me cry, because i always get to see the truth, hear the truth.

I guess it is time to change my thinkings and accept the fact. Maybe this is what you always hope i will understand..

the fact that i never seemed to have appeared in your life before.

I have long forgiven, but will never forget.

i was really bored today and randomly enough, i found myself rather tempted to create a twitter account. lols. But well, i reckoned that i have created far too many accounts in various forums and websites and one more might just be another additonal account that i do not use or manage. So, believe it or not, i actually went to research briefly on how twitter works to see if i really do have the need to create one:P (told you i am bored:P)

In the end, the conclusion was a NO.

The reason was because twitter works like a mini blog. You can post up mini updates regularly and your network will get to see your updates immediately after it gets posted. I guess personally i will still prefer updating on my blog here as it isn't as "public" as twitter. It is true that twitter is a very good networking site..but i guess facebook is sufficient for me now(:

Gosh, 6 months of my holiday have passed.

Yet ironic enough, i yearn for the rest of the 3 months to pass quickly.

Haha I guess i am really looking forward to the new uni life and my new uni course(: However, it also means that my monthly inflow of salary will be gone by then:/ Lols. Btw, I have just accepted my university offer online but i have not send the hard copy of acceptance back yet. (it is actually due to a very dumb and stupid reason: i dun have glue to paste my passport photo onto the acceptance form ><)

May will be rather busy with harmoc pracs and so on(: but hopefully our effort will not be wasted in the end!(:

gosh her voice is just so soothing(: this song gives me 幸福的感觉(:







i am still so afraid of pain and loss, so perhaps for now, i dun deserve such happiness.