will be banning myself from computer tmr. hence i shall post this today:

a photo with beloved vp mrs goh and mrs yeo! haha mrs yeo, i will strive harder for math!:D

4 justice 07 and ms jacob! even though not the whole class was there but the spirit still remains(:

arcade gang:D me,hark,ceci,anges and pae. let us spam in arcade after promos!

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the wings of my angel are broken, and i can see it hurts.
yet i don't know how to help to heal it, nor i could share its pain.

haha after i watched the mv, i am really kinda convinced that this is a les song.
lol. but it is nice(:

如果的事-范瑋琪.張韶涵
词曲：王蓝茵

我想过一件事 不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持爱情的意思
像风没有理由 轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有 所谓的对与错
不管时间
说着我们在一起有多坎坷

我不敢去证实 爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事

我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

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如果你能给我如果的事

虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意

i shall gope from PAE:D

Are you doing this only because you feel sorry for me?"

"Yes & No"

"What do you mean by yes & no?"

"I felt bad for you. Everytime I see that you're sad I just want to hold you and comfort you. But then when I do that and get close to you, I feel as if I'm the one being held and being comforted,"

"That's what it means for two people to complete each other,"

Awwwww.

(:

PS: anyway PAE, i had a funny time with you and peiyi today at giant. haha pae i deleted that msg.scared too obvious.LOL

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maturity. it matters.

and you make everything that used to be so big,
seem to be so small since you arrive.

conclusion from this weekend:
JIE YING'S IQ HAVE LOWERED TREMENDOUSLY :/

reason no. 1:
jieying spent the whole of yesterday trying to understand first half part of intergration and tutorial 9.1.

reason no. 2:
jieying went jogging at 10 PM yesterday night and somemore it was still drizzling. hence jieying got herself rather sick today coz she did not go to bathe immediately after jogging.

reason no. 3:
jieying wanted to slim down YET she ate KFC yesterday and MACS this morning. LOL.

reason no.4:
jieying is suppose to go to her junoir's house now yet she purposely come online just to blog about how stupid she was/ still is.



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倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

again, i pray for that heart to be unbroken.

haha thanks valrie for mentioning my name in your blog. glad that you like those songs that i blogged and moreover relate to it too.

here is another one.
but i hope the lyrics wun relate to your feelings now(:

把爱放开-F.I.R
曲：F.I.R. 词：F.I.R./谢宥慧

当你开始追寻你要的自由
放开我们紧握的手
带走我的爱和天空
我不知所措 我以为我会懂
我们的爱 我们的爱

当我独自走到时间的尽头
回忆和我擦身而过
带走你的爱和笑容
我无力承受 最后的一点心痛
我们的爱 我们的爱

把爱放开 把手放开
如果你的心已不在
把爱放开 不再等待
你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开 把心打开
这次我决定走出回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤 再彻底地醒过来

终于明白爱已不再
从今以后再也没有什么能去依赖
我还有什么期待

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就让我彻底地伤 再彻底地醒过来


i pray for that heart to be unbroken.

ha. i am blogging while zhang yinning is playing with wang nan for singles finals. go zhang yinning!:D
semifinals was quite expected actually, even though i am still quite sad about it, well singapore lost. but i think li jia wei did her best, considering that she fought back at least 2 games after losing the first 2 sets(:

promos is coming. lol i can't help reminding myself:/

okay then, jieying shall be more determined and mug more often now -nods-

jieying also wanna say jiayous to all her friends too! press on! :D
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A friend is someone who visits you everyday while you're in jail. A true friend is the person in the cell next to yours, exclaiming to you "Damn that was fun, let's do it again!"

-harkhui(:

Cause I believe 那幸福多美的定律
在你手心 会有适合你的美丽
这里很近 就让我的心安静地守着你
那祝福送给你
Cause I believe 那幸福多美的定律
爱在手心 总会有发光的意义
Oh I believe 你值得我关心

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就让我的心安静地守着你 那祝福送给你

congrats to SINGAPORE！

A SILVER MEDAL!!

anw i think the no. 1 zhang yining looks a bit like xilei's mum.LOLS.

.....

i koped this from eliz's blog, like these 2 quotes:D

"A true friend is one who holds your hand and touches your heart."

"To this world, you may be one person. But to one person, you may mean the world."

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这痛苦，犹如一辈子。

下雨天 南拳妈妈
作词：Lara 作曲：张杰
演唱：Lara

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停

期待让人越来越沉溺(疲惫)
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些 差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉


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其实 没有我你分不清那些 差别
结局还能多明显


被爱的人不用道歉.

after 48 years of consistent trying and hardwork.....

SINGAPORE FINALLY WON A MEDAL!

haha congrats to the table tennis girls' team for getting into the finals!:D i watched the second half of the match. i can see that they really put up a great fight -nods- well south korea did well too(: now we are fighting for the gold and it will be a tough fight manns. it will be either be against china or hongkong.both are strong teams!

and lol. i just finished watching the last ep of channel 8's 7pm show love blossoms. well, i think it was another rather disappointing ending again that mediacorp like to use for their popular long drama. haha i think most of us should be able to guess it, THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL AGAIN. and lol, it means another long wait. but i didn't watch much and skip alot of episodes due to school and hw, so actually it doesn't affect me much lar.

Dr william tan came to vj and held a talk on his life. i admired his strong determination and perserverance despite having so many obstacles throughout his tough life journey.(that is why my pw's PI is about him.lol) Moreover he is really someone who will motivate and encourage himself to press on and continue his journey with optimistic views. well, we don't need to be as ambitious as him, achieving so many of his goals and became such a successful doctor plus athelete. but perhaps what we can learn from him is his determination and belief. yeah, the belief to create a life that matters.

lol i like the lyrics of this song:

Josh Groban- Don't give up(you are loved)

Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world
When your heart’s heavy, I
I will lift it for you

Don’t give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you, I
I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved

Don’t give up
It’s just the hurt
That you hide
When you’re lost inside, I
I’ll be there to find you

Don’t give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you I
I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved

You are loved

Don't give up
Everyone needs to be heard

You are loved

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" it is okay to be who you are, just have confidence in what you do."

did 2 main things today:

lol i camwhore in my father's room.but i didn't get to see him:/3 months alr.

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yeah.things never change.people never change.blood relationship never change.

feelings never change.

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jiayou ba my friend(:

but still take care of ur own health hor.

after watching national day parade on tv , i wanna say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!:D

The parade was not bad, very colourful and lol i never know every little action that the performers/planes/boats/ships/balloons even the fountains do can have so many deep meanings.

LOL.Suddenly i wanna watch live performance there at marina bay next year!anybody wanna go with me?

i felt kinda guilty actually, i fell asleep at the last half an hour of the show on my comfortable sofa xP

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this is home, truly. where i know i must be.

yet, why only till this day of the year comes, then we show our love to our home.
why can't we show it everyday every minute every moment.
i wonder.

haha another duet xP


走火入魔
词曲：阿信
演唱：丁当 阿信

阿信：对不起 刚才我 是不是听错
还是我 想太多 想到了昏头
丁当：天气 不错 开了窗 吹走脸红
阿信: 进一步 退一步 都害怕打破
更不想 在原地 永远作朋友
丁当：给你 线索 也给我 勇敢藉口

丁当：下定决心 沉默
阿信：就让沉默 为我们追究
丁当：你和我 阿信：这一刻
丁当：无声的 阿信：耳语交流
合： 却突然震耳欲聋

阿信：一字一句一瞬间 走了火
丁当：一天一点一转眼 入了魔
阿信：忘了我从什么时候
丁当：忘了你为什么能够让我
合： 一步一步 走火入魔
丁当：和我

阿信：一直猜 一直想 一直的揣摩
一直到 你变成 甜蜜的心痛
丁当：如果 可以 把如果 变成结果

丁当：下定决心 执着
阿信：就让执着 为我们突破
丁当：我和你 阿信：的小说
丁当：这时候 阿信：出现烟火
合：让情节充满感动

阿信：一字一句一瞬间 走了火
丁当：一天一点一转眼 入了魔
阿信：如果你有相同感受
丁当：感受到有种突然的冲动
合： 放肆一次 走火入魔

lol anyway happy national day! :D
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如果你有相同感受,感受到有种突然的冲动, 放肆一次 走火入魔(:

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jiayoujiayou
you know we will be there for you.

yeah.
if you don't have the courage,then keep on believing.
跟着你的心去走(:

in your situation, you must be brave inside your heart. -nods-

quite a few new songs lately(:
this is a motivating one (:

五月天 開天窗
曲：怪兽
词：阿信

一隻鯨魚要怎麼放進冰箱
打開門然後用力關冰箱
然後呢 如果你還想要 放一隻大象

一份希望要怎麼放進心臟
如果你活得有一點悲傷
答案是用力丟掉鯨魚
用力甩悲傷

是誰說半夜不能吃便當
是誰說彩虹不能長在頭上
是誰說藍色就等於憂傷
你看看天空和海洋
順風時就展開雙翅飛翔
逆風時就當成在衝浪
沒有風的時候
那就讓我開開天窗

一句歌詞怎麼讓你很難忘
方文山 林夕和我都在想
想破頭 也鑽不進一個緊閉的心房
一個難題要用多少的智商
多少淚 還有多少的盼望
多少人變成緊閉門窗
孤獨的國王

anyway jaychou's latest album coming SOON! SEPTEMBERRRRR!!!haha yet ironically me and weiting read the news last week that he ONLY manage to finish writing 3 songs since then. LOLs. i wonder if he really can produce that album on time. But well, like what weiting say," he last minute also can produce good songs lor!"

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是誰說藍色就等於憂傷
你看看天空和海洋

我不会去做孤独的女王(:

你不像她-南拳妈妈
曲：周杰伦

这种爱萧瑟的风 加速了寂寞
只是那温热温柔 绕不清我们的承诺
从回忆的尽头 爱还在点头- -
枫叶落尽了秋末 落不尽我的等候

哎哟哎哟 要走为何不说
又我又我 每次都是我错
爱的流浪迷失方向 被时间埋葬（被月光埋葬）
爱我爱我 你说怎么能够
挥手挥手 跟我说了保重
逆风袭来的月光 翻阅爱的篇章
已到最后一行

与脆弱的铃响 痛却不说话
泪水晕开了牵挂 模糊成一副画 （模糊过去变成画）
名叫（that's right)
我爱你的你爱他

与脆弱的铃响 痛却不说话
过去风景像幅画 （你的风景像幅画）
你已经不像她
难道 (that's right)
爱情本来就该傻

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我爱你的你爱他

yesterday's is HARMOC LAST PRAC!

no more practices and sectionals until promos ended.
.
.
.
i think i will miss it. -nods-
but anyway good luck to all harmoc members in promos! STUDY HARD PPLE! :D
AFTER THAT WE WILL START WORKING HARD FOR SYF!

ps: krystal aka 水晶 aka AH-BU ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha i am glad you like my birthday message and our present (:

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friend, thanks for your talk and reassurance (:

我不后悔, 爱若让末日提前.

i need to learn how to self-heal.

haha i still didn't manage to control myself. i change the blog song again:D


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只要看你一眼一瞬间 哪怕是最后画面.

i fell in love with this song lately. i love almost every part of the lyrics. i am tempted to change this to my blog song.lols.

一眼瞬间-张惠妹+萧敬腾

作词：邬裕康　作曲：曹格　
编曲：涂惠元　

(女)白茫茫的星光 洒在长长路上
想念的冰凉 你知道吗
你浅浅的微笑 深似海的眼光
都能掀起我 滔天的巨浪

(男)你相信吗 这是命吗
这次我们放弃抵抗
哪怕拥抱在身上 画下深深的伤

(合)只要看你一眼一瞬间
哪怕是最后画面
我的世界 因为爱过而完美
谁都不该离太远

只要看你一眼一瞬间
足够我熬过千年
我不后悔爱 若让末日提前
我们要一起好好迎接那句点

(女)如果相爱是错
(男)错过又算什么
(合)这一次我们宁死不放手
往彼此的心里跳 跳过天荒地老
Wo Oh ...

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我们要一起好好迎接那句点.


i fear, this might be forever.