lol lol lol lol lol lol.

i just went to the best interview ever. all thanks to xilei and shihua, i mean seriously your names just rock friends. haha! thanks to xilei's recommendation, i went for an interview to be an event promoter just now. well, i prepared the whole of last night by rehearsing the typical qns and finding out more about the company. however, when i went in to the interview room, all i said was i am friends with shihua and xilei, and since they were recruited in half an hour earlier than me, the person recruited me as well. LOLLLLL. i can't believe it initially, since he never asked me ANYTHING AT ALL. ( okay nothing besides asking me if i had applied for other jobs or not) but well, yes, the fact is i got a job!!!!

hmm i might consider to take up this job for the whole of my six to seven months break, becoz this company is actually a charity organisation and i think i will be able to enjoy the advertising campaigns and so on since i will be able to do good to the community as well as gain experience at the same time(: i am really glad that this job can fulfill both my job criteria : earn lots of money and something that i really like .( just like yfa programme that i had tried previously)

the first week of jan will be the probation week. i will be working tgt with xilei and shihua i guess. hopefully everything goes well, gambateh!(:

明明想起是一件痛苦的事，那为何当自己发现那些片段突然变得模糊时，心里却感到那么地一点不舍呢？

矛盾。

可能这支风筝还没飞得太远。。

haha i am simply blogging coz i cannot sleep:x okay it is in fact my own fault as i took a very very long nap in the afternoon:p been worrying over jobs and jobs and jobs. i have sent in resumes and so the only thing i can do now is to await for replies. i guess i am just too impatient this time. but hopefully i can get some good paying jobs(: i think i am getting really money minded these days,tsk.

the original version is actually in chinese to promote this song to china. however, i still like the korean version best:D

Benzene went to teoheng again:D ( unfortunately without glen becoz he was not in singapore)
As usual we spam songs and i definitely agree that teoheng's songlist is very very updated ( compared to kbox etc) i sang a few sad songs and kinda regret it coz it kinda made jas sad. ( sorry jasmine:x) nothing really new happened lar, it was just like our usual teoheng trips, just that this time we took more unglam shots:p


we took this at the very top storey of parkway parade.

lols, we tried at least 12 times of jumping shots. i felt that this is one of the best:D


an sudden attack shot by collin or erica or aloysius

they said i looked one of those working in macdonalds.hahas!

wow, finally. i changed my blogskin and blog address(: Glad that i found this really really nice blogskin tonight, even though it means sacrificing my job searching time:p. i also changed my blog address after what it seem like 5 years. for convenience sake i changed my blog adress to the same as my wordpress blog. but please don't bother to find my wordpress blog, coz i have not posted up anything on it yet:p

krystal, yunhan and me went for carolling at tanglin mall this evening. today, i learnt a new thing : where tanglin mall is:D lols. me and krystal walked from orchard mrt all the way to tanglin mall. it took almost half an hour for us to reach there especially when we were quite lost here and there. luckily, we managed to find it on time before the sound check started even though we were damn tired after the long long walk(: well, i learnt my lesson and will take bus from orchard mrt to tanglin mall next time. ( we walked a distance of 3 exact bus stops! )

will be posting up teoheng pictures with benzene tmr(:

i am seriously considering to change my blogskin and blog address these days.buuuutttt... i can't seem to find any suitable skins!

anw, i've been job searching again these days. pathlight school didn't call/email me since my YFA interview 2-3 weeks ago so perhaps i didn't manage to pass the interview and got selected:x it was quite disappointing since i really love doing such jobs and it can help me in my future psychology path too. but well, i should not be saddened over it for too long and quickly get a job. truthfully, i neeeeed moneeeeeey.

i had carolling with yunhan, xinni and j1s at marina square yesterday. Finally for once, i felt like a normal member and could stay relaxed throughout the whole performance and preparation itself(: carolling was generally fun. i signed up for two more performances, looking forward to them!(:

lols i had a terrible dream today. everything seems so real inside. i dreamt that i was on the MRT train with my grandma and there were police with guns guarding every mrt door. when we arrived at toa payoh mrt station, all the police began to hold their guns in position and the atmosphere began to tense up. me and grandma alighted at that station and the passengers realised there was a bomb lying on the floor. people started to scream and ran away while i was too shocked until my legs could not bring me anywhere. then, i woke up. hahas.

i never encounter such situation before, and of course hope that i never will. the fear and shock was intense. fortunately, till now, all my dreams never seem to happen in the real life before. but wells, it was quite an exciting dream:P

i love this quote. cool sia.

"All creatures want to believe in something bigger them themselves. They cannot live without blind obedience. And to escape the pressure of that trust, those in whom faith is placed in turn look for someone higher than themselves. And then those people in turn look for someone even stronger. That is how all kings are born. That is how all Gods are born. ... "

- something what Aizen said in Bleach manga when he was fighting with shinji

蔡健雅 - 思念
作詞：蔡健雅 作曲：蔡健雅

堆積所有對你的思念
把思念推進個黑暗的房間
房間就在廚房的後面
你仍會發現

菸不離手把自己灌醉
醉醒過後笑自己有多狼狽
泡的咖啡有苦的滋味
我睜開了眼
忘記你是誰

要風箏自由乾脆剪斷了線
讓它往藍天空隨風而飛
越飛越高直到看不見
像電影裡的畫面

這樣也許能讓我好過一些
把你當做風箏隨風而飛
越飛越高直到無所謂
我剪斷了線
不再對你懷念

愛
總是讓人心碎
讓我無法入睡
我又忍不住走進了房間
我閉上了眼
又被思念包圍

又被思念包圍

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我閉上了眼 又被思念包圍

just now, my sister borrowed my laptop for 2 whole hours and i went walking here and there not knowing what to do next. i almost went crazy. this shows how important my internet and laptop are to me manns especially when i was really very very very very very.....very bored.

to my dear laptop and internet: you rocks sia!haha!

hmm i should change my blogskin soon. i can't see the heartshape picture on top anymore.

( lols.random rants---> coz i am really bored!!)

to all dear victorians and friends who are taking bio tmr:

GOOD LUCKKKKKK! and it will be officially OVER!

(: