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that light within me;
Quotes: “There is a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby sometimes love just aint enough.” Destined: carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
Saturday, May 31, 2008, 12:54 PM
VJC CLIC 2008

CONNECTING LEADERS IN CAMP :D
it was a camp i will never forget(:

i have learnt a lot from this camp.A lot of communicating and leadership skills are taught to us through many games and activities. My group was ASYMPTOTE! THE CHAMPION GROUP! thanks to all my group members!( Syamil,Andy,Weiling,Yiliang,Wadee,Sharon,Shirley,Lynette.Deborah)Without their constant support, our group and myself will never survived through these four days. YES and of course DANIEL! OUR FACILITATOR! i really miss those times where we sat down and reflect with you, those times where we played and had fun together. Like what daniel had said to us before, how much you have learnt shows how much you had put in for this camp.I believe all of us have learnt and grown a lot .Thus let us strive to become better leaders from now on. JIAYOUS!

Here are our group goals and this will be something i will constantly read and remind myself of in my journey:

1. COMMUNICATION
-do not always talk to the same people(mingle around)
-clarify and give clear instructions
-Be mindful of your actions

2.FUN!
-cheer madly
-play and be serious when appropriate
-aim for the best( push yourself)
-keep the energy level high
-do not be afraid to be embarrassed

3.TEAMWORK AND SUPPORT
-look out for each other
-work towards common goals
-know each other's strength and weaknesses
-respect each other

4.PARTICIPATION
-take initiative
-contribute( even if you fear that your comment is dumb)
-do not space out
-take ownership of the group
-have clear directions

5.INTEGRITY
-play fair and square

6.SELF-CONTROL

7.TIME MANAGEMENT

8.BALANCE
- know how to balance everything above :D

Too bad i didn't bring camera during the camp, but i have some photos here that i ccould take when i went home:

the card that daniel gave me at the end of the camp

our identity!black nails!


my identity card!haha but my surname is not Yan lar.

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together we can be amazing

SHINE! within and without.


Monday, May 26, 2008, 10:21 PM
it's holidays!
:/
need to study.

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you

Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

(:

, 9:21 PM
RANDOM: haha anybody have the score of the piece on my blog? i feel like playing it on harmonica:D i think will sounds NICE.

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i'll be missing you.

, 7:48 PM
CONCERT ON SATURDAY WAS GREAT!



thanks to all harmoc members! our hardwork were finally paid off!the concert was generally successful. even though we didn't manage to get full house, but still there were a lot of supporters :D Our first song sugarplum fairy was messy but after that it was okay :D



j1 songs were great! we didn't screw it up!!HAHA!section 3's song provided a lot of entertainment too, esp during sabrina and amy's part!:D

here are some pictures we took during rehearsal itself:

the music committee, all girls except for wenjun.lols.


senoirs during the j2 performance

eunice,yanru,jinghan and jinci :D


me weiling and amy!(:

j2s have stepped down, and now we j1s have to take the lead now.
j1s! JIAYOUS! and j2s! we will miss YOU!

Anyway to all harmoc members: check harmoc blog for more updates on the chalet.can click on the link on my blog(:

got clic tmr.shall go pack clic camp stuffs now :P
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learn to live, live to learn.

we shall learn tgt(:

jiayous.

Saturday, May 24, 2008, 12:00 AM
As expected by many, today was a FULL DAY (: HAHA so we went to school JUST for assembly today. However even though it was a FULL DAY, many ccas had trainings, practices and meetings. Hence there was not much diff lar.lol.

Last harmoc practise today before CONCERT! haha we managed to make improvement in our dynamics for some songs. Hence it will sound nicer tmr!:D i am quite nervous yet excited for tmr, since it is going to be my first concert( if i dun count drama as a concert....). Hope it will GO WELL! we have really practised hard -nods-

Thus lets jiayous together tmr!


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i am given new responsiblities today.Truthfully before that i was not really mentally prepared for it.
But now even though i am inexperienced, i am willing to try. Thanks to all who are willing to support me(: lets strive for 101% together!

Thursday, May 22, 2008, 11:49 PM
haha i made a random decision today:

i decided to change to using vj's handbook rather than st nicks.

well there are a lot of reasons which made me decide to change to vj's, they are too long to list them out here.But haha a lot of my sec school close friends should know i can't keep to one notebook/handbook. i like to change to new ones/or back to old ones after a period of time. :D:D haha anyway i wun throw the st nicks handbook away .. can still keep it(: Moreover i paid for it,i will feel wasted if just throw away :D

although it is a bit late but....CONGRATS TO ALL NEW HUAHUI EXCO!
they are:

senir exco: shushien,fionn,zhiwei,shermi,weimin,cherylseet,peishan,huier,
shiting,jingyang,kairou
junoir exco:jeanette, qiaoer,blenda,sabrina

jiayous new excos! The future road will be tough to walk but keep going!We will be looking forward to next year QIHANG, do not disappoint us! :D:D:D

PS: tmr will be passing down for harmoc, good luck to all exco members! (:


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keep going (:

Tuesday, May 20, 2008, 10:16 PM
just a little more.

Monday, May 19, 2008, 3:34 PM


source:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8nd8Xcs3rOw&feature=related

very inspiring song(:
haha very old too :D

this song dedicated to all those who is struggling, emo-ing and wanna give up now.

don't give up! we can do it! :D:D

蜗牛-周杰伦
該不該
gai bu gai
擱下重重的殼
ge xia zhong zhong de ke
尋找到底哪裡有藍天
xun zhao dao di na li you lan tian
隨著輕輕的風輕輕的飄
sui zhe qing qing de feng qing qing de piao
歷經的傷都不感覺疼
ni jing de xiang dou bu gan jue teng

我要一步一步往上爬
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉
deng dai yang guang jing jing kan zhe ta de lian
小小的天
xiao xiao de tian
有大大的夢想
you da da de meng xiang
重重的殼裹著輕輕的仰望
chong chong de ke gua zhe qing qing de yang wang
我要一步一步往上爬
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
在最高點乘著葉片往前飛
zai zui gao dian cheng zhe ye pian wang qian fei
小小的天
xiao xiao de tian
流過的淚和汗
liu guo de lei he han
總有一天我有屬於我的天
zong you yi tian wo you shu yu wo de tian

我要一步一步往上爬
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
在最高點乘著葉片往前飛
zai zui gao dian cheng zhe ye pian wang qian fei
任風吹乾
rang feng chui gan
流過的淚和汗
liu guo de lei he han
我要一步一步往上爬
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉
deng dai yang guang jing jing kan zhe ta de lian

小小的天
xiao xiao de tian
有大大的夢想
you da da de meng xiang
我有屬於我的天
wo you shu yu wo de tian

任風吹乾
rang feng chui gan
流過的淚和汗
liu guo de lei he han
總有一天我有屬於我的天
zong you yi tian wo you shu yu wo de tian

muscle ache day:/ haha eliz should understand what i meant...after the stretching and pulling during the dance lesson...i felt jellyish till now lor.:P




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once upon a december :D:D

if ever what i think, is what it is.....

Sunday, May 18, 2008, 9:56 PM
wanna post this photo out ( grabbed from eliz's blog)







the next time it will be me in black then!:D


恒星-飞轮海

一步一步像恒星转动
逆风也不放手
因为你在我胸口擦亮的梦

一天一天像恒星闪烁
心跳绝不放松
我相信未来会有未来的我


你的微笑像火柴
划过我心脏动脉
眼前突然间出现
梦的形状等着我探勘
我明白一切不会像
双手合十般简单
但我能确定有什么
已经燃烧起来


白:从前抱着梦 在角落发呆的我
如果可以因为一个笑而苏醒 那么今后
请尽管相信 有你我会是 最亮的恒星


一步一步像恒星转动
逆风也不放手
因为你在我胸口擦亮的梦

一天一天像恒星闪烁
心跳绝不放松
我相信未来会有你骄傲的我存在


love the lyrics:D

.....
.....
.....

harmoc rocks!(haha i know it is random...i practising now mah...:D )

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因为你在我胸口擦亮的梦

music of the night :D:D

, 6:27 PM
i ate porridge in the morning.

and i drank milo from macs in the afternoon.

since my sis is healthy and jumping around now,

so the MILO IS THE PROBLEM.

:/

toilet routine tonight again.

haiz.why is my stomach so weak ah.


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when you believe :D :D

Saturday, May 17, 2008, 12:25 AM
not emo, but just felt guilty :/

"Nothing happens until I make it happen."

i should have did better, contribute my best.

We are truly sorry and regretful that we failed to live up to our seniors' expectations.

Through all these we learnt, and hence we will now strive for the better.

strive for the 101%(or even more!). that is the harmoc spirit! :D
[ ps: YES, HUAHUI too.]

jiayous new exco, we can do it :D

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Guitar concert was nice! the atmosphere was good. hope our harmoc concert will be as successful as theirs too!

CONCERT TICKETS ARE SELLING NOW!PLEASE SUPPORT!

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accidentally in love :D:D

Wednesday, May 14, 2008, 11:54 PM
http://peanutcups.livejournal.com/

go to this blog and pray for vanessa.
she is a st nicks girl, red badge.
even though i did not know her when i was still in st nicks, but the bond of us oncebeing in the same badge, same school couldn't be forgotten.
she is really sick.
Please please, pray for her recovery.
God bless her.




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maybe all these are just some illusions.




but maybe not.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 10:17 PM
THANKS TO PEIRONG, CHENWEI,CHENWEI'S FRIEND AND ALL THOSE HARMOC EXCOS AND NON EXCOS WHO HAS HELPED US ONE WAY OR ANOTHER,

OUR POSTERS ARE FINALLY DONE!!:D:D

Victorians will start seeing them all around the school starting from tomorrow, for non victorians here are the 3 main posters:

we only managed to print ten a3 glossy ones due to budget problem, but we will print more non glossy ones in the com lab:D

now we still have some other publicity work and other j1 excos have other concert stuff to work on..hence JIAYOU PEOPLE!

it is just 2 more weeks :D:D

hang on guys(:




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let's leave it to fate (:

Sunday, May 11, 2008, 12:14 AM
CCA THE WHOLE DAY TODAY!

As our concert is nearing, our sat practices extend to 3pm. More practices is good:D i realise i can't play well if i dun practise frequently.i think i tend to forget the position of the holes if i dun practise everday. LOL.i better not forget anything on that day itself.haha

Everybody is working hard, i hope this concert will go well!(: However, ticket sales are still not as good as expected yet,hence friends do support our concert! it is on 24th May, 7.30 pm at PT, tickets are selling at 10 bucks each ! :D

After the practice, me peirong leanne yunhan xinni krystal stayed back to paint the harmoc banner. Most of us stayed until the end(around 7?) and yes we managed to FINISH PAINTING IT! Moreover, the design is really not bad. well thanks to leanne, the designer(:

3 of us!


our completed banner:D


even though it was tiring work, but it was worth it. jiayous harmoc!(:
and yes, goodluck to all those huahui EXCO nominees!(haha elections ystd:D )
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sometimes, don't think about it too much.

Thursday, May 08, 2008, 9:50 PM
HMM, my feeling now: nsfjsdfndfjewjfsbdjfejbfugeiuposlkdmiqerknlamxoiehfreuwrbvjsnl

HAHA i am just sleepy lar.

STILL doing on GPP. i shall hang on (:

YES, huahui elections tmr. jiayous junoirs!looking forward to 下一届理事会!

GOT bio spa tmr.good luck to all those taking tmr and of course myself!haha!

SHALL sign off here,wanna go bathe to wake myself up first :D


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i doubt its existence



虽然我还是怕錯過。

, 12:10 AM
i was actually supposed to be working hard on my group's GPP now..but i shall come and blog to take a break(:

and YES THANKS HOHO!your poster is nice!thanks for staying up so late to do it(((:

here is a preview:

there are 2 versions. but should be using only one lar.

the white version:


& the black version:



RESONANCE X! PLEASE COME FOR THE CONCERT(:(:



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No matter whose faults they are, let us just change for the better tomorrow.
Let us be a better person, a better leader, a better friend.

i believe
.
.
.
this is not impossible when we are willing to change.

i am.

so...............are you?

Friday, May 02, 2008, 10:24 PM


source: http://youtube.com/watch?v=dPV3k81MBlk&feature=related

“你是世界上最漂亮的小孩,因为你有一颗善良的心”

这就是信任,这就是人与人之间所存在的爱(:

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stomach still aching :/

Thursday, May 01, 2008, 3:07 PM
BIZ CLUB OUTING TODAY!
hmm even though many didn't come today, generally the outing was quite successful and fun(:

THANKS TO ALL CLUB OUTING COMM MEMBERS AND EXCOS!

it was quite a pity our group didn't win :/ but jinci and jinghan's group was really "chionging" so no doubt they will win the race lar.hahas.

me and zhixin at east coast!it was really windy just now(:



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the distance is getting shorter (: