happi chinese new year !
busy these days
not able to blog
new huiyuans from huahui!
happy yay!
((:
a lot of tests going to go on for the next few weeks
i think i am not going to blog too often le
so sad
its just january and we are getting busy
i am still procrastining
but i am trying veri hard to change
::haha at least i have done half of my new year homework by now::
huahui getting busi too
must jia you!
yunjie heard that you are very sick!
take great care!
((;



//i am growing//
//i am learning//
**
//i do not deserve it//
//help//

ying xin yesterday!
it was fun and exciting
quite sucessful
just that during games time a bit luan
haha
this year sec ones are great!
hope that every year are like that too:):)
going to prepare for valentine's soon
haha
hua hui is going to do sumtin fun!







//my wings starting to flap//
//but issit flaping too fast?//

//feel so awkward//
//me a ugly duckling trying to swim with a cluster of swans//

maplestory day again!
:P
playing it for a whole night
finally i am at level 11
::haha i noe it is still very low:P:P::
but i will worked hard!
today had the marshmallow food testing
it was fun!
although a lot of problems
i think we can make it in the end
we never tried the end results
evonne bringing tmr
hope it will be nice:)
shall kept a secret about it now
surprise for the next:))
troubling about the maths homework now
sigh




//happy to be identified//
//happy to be known//
//but to me i am still at the basics//
//i need to learn more//
//i am not that humble//
//actually no humans are humble//
//they kept their secrets inside//
//pretending on the outside//
//but humans are clever//
//they can somehow see through//
//to all humans including myself//
//a warning:beware//
//be yourself..dun pretend//
//if you are good//
//you are good//
//nothing can defeats it//
//you don't need to get affection and popularity //
//to get recognized//
//people will naturally see the light in you//
//people will//
//pretending cause harm//
//don't harm yourself//
//your reflection is crying//

todae first hua hui huo dong
it is fun!
the hui yuans are quite happy
hope that all da zu huo dongs can be like that
fiesta stuff is getting on the track
i think we can done well((:
haha
jia youu





//truly satistfied//
//strong feelings start to fade//
//but i know they still exists//
//contributing//
//at least i am given the chance//

i have something to share
i think it is really true
thanks to mrs C
and her passport:P


"Ability is what you're capable of doing.
Motivation determines what you do.
Attitude determines how well you do it."

- Raymond Chandler-





//satistfaction //
//dun worry//
//i gained it//
//but sometimes it's still painful//
//but i know it will be fate by then//
//slowly forgetting//
//but my innocent sister reminds me again//
//reminds me//
//the dark side of people..//
//the dark side of me..//

heyy
today sec one registration and auditon
a bit busy
but it was worth it!
a lot audit for kou cai
mani are talented
we were much luckier than the other groups
:)
worked until six
quite tired..
haha
but i am still playing maple story
:P
wednesday going to have audtion agian
hope it will be as fun as today too::))



//a glimpse of hope?//
//i dare not say//
//but one thing i can confirm//
//you have been listening to me//
//blessing me//
//giving me a chance//

first lesson going on today....:)
all sciences on today!
:P
interesting lessons they are
realise i have a lot of great teachers!
hope i wont disappoint them...'
strive hard!
haha
mr wong tell us to start O level study now le
tell us to pay attention during every lesson
yupp
haha
he is quite right
but i wont really start revision now
just try to prepare well for every lesson:)
haha
got our nominated monitors le!
they are all great people!
make a great combination
and i am the cip rep:))
sounds exciting
anticipating!




//collapsed//
//the truth is out//
//suddenly i feel so useless//
//so uncapable//
//believe in her choice//
//but i am still sadd becoz of her//
//minds in turmoil//
//my reflection tells me//
//everybody hates mi//
//i want to change//
//i want to improve//
//i want to make myself better//
//give me a chance//
//give me hope//
//i will prove it//
//prove to you//
//prove to everybody//
//prove to myself//

first day of school(:
get a good class
3 justice!(;
have a lot of talks this morning
quite inspiring
haha
truth,justice,freedom and love
seats arranged
evonne sitting bside mi
xilei in front
:D
hope i can make new friends
this year hua hui is going to be busii
but i will make the best of itt (:
take it as a thrilling adventure..(;




//running away from my desire//
//but it seems to catch me..//
//too fast//
//cant breathe//
//i keep running//
//running//
//when is it going to give up its chasing?//
//i dunno//
//it depends on me//
//realli tired le//
//i want to stop//
//burst into tears//