haha another analysis:D interesting test gotten from alyy's blog,you all can go and try it.i find it quite true(:

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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so when is forever

sorry krystal, this quiz a bit long, and some qns i dunno how to ans. so i cut it shorter(:
Quiz by: krystal
Starting Time: 10.21pm
Name: jieying
Height: 160+
Where do you live: serangoon
Favourite Drinks: lemon tea?

Have you ever-
Been on a plane: no
Fallen asleep at school: too often
Broken someone's heart: i dunno, but since i am quite insensitive sometimes, perhaps bah
Fell off your chair: yeah but it was becoz someone did a prank on me:/
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: HAHA YES.ASK CHUA XI LEI.
Saved e-mails: yeah, impt mails only
Had chickenpox: Yup
Had a sore throat: DUH. You tell me who dont have sore throat before.
Believed in love at first sight: hmm currently no.
Liked picnics: Never really picnic before. But should be nice I guess :)
What is your room like:LOL ask my mum, she will love to describe to you how rubbish it is.it seems like i always have a never ending list of things to throwO.O
Last thing you ate: sausages?lol
Last person who made you smile: HAHA myself i guess
You last yelled at: dun rmb ...
Today did you-
Talk to someone you like: yeah
Kiss anyone: no
Get sick: does sinus count?
Miss someone: yeah, miss a lot of pple actually
Eat: i am human(: i am not joel lam who only suck blood.
Random-
Is there a person who is on your mind now? yes,coz this qn make me think of one.LOL
Do you have any siblings?yeah
Do you want children? yeah
Do you smile often? yea too often:P
Do you like your handwriting? no:/
Are your toenails painted? yeah
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in? i think my mum's.
What colour shirt are you wearing now? white
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday? i dun really rmb..but shld be chatting on msn.
What's the best feeling in the world? Knowing the people you love loves you.(i agree with krystal!)
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yea i feel guilty, i always kick them off my bed:P
What's under your bed? ah i slept on mattress.lol
Who do you really hate? No one, i dun like to hate
Are you a friendly person? hmm i guess so?
Do you have any pets? no, but i am a pet myself:P(krystal is my owner!)
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? haha goped krystal's ans: I love alot of people. and they are everywhere somewhere.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you? hmm i dun rmb who alr.but if they can hold my hand, it should be yes bah.
Do you sleep with the TV on? yes often:P
Have you ever crawled through a window? ah nope.dun dare to try.
Are you too forgiving? i dunno, but i guess so.
Are you closer to your mother or your father? mum
Who was the last person you cried in front of? Cant really remember.
How many people can you say you really loved? at least more than 5 -nods- ( i am including family)
Do you eat healthy? HMM i try to i guess, but can't take the temptation:P
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? Yes.
Are you confident? it depends.

5 of my bad habits:
-Procastination
-lazy
-indecisiveness
-oversensitive
-hot tempered?

haiz okay i am bored again:/

1. my inbox got prob again, why does hotmail hate me so much?unfortunately i got quite a few mails that i need to open soon...i hope it will work soon:/

2. read midnight sun ystd!(: okay i felt a bit guilty coz it is not published yet but the first half of the book have been leaked out alr:P it is another version of twilight, but this time, in edward's perspective. It is really nice!i never know edward thinks that way during twilight.LOL. okay for those interested and dun mind reading before the whole book is out, here is the link to the ebook(:
http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/pdf/midnightsun_partialdraft3.pdf

i love this song(:

when you're gone-avril lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lied is made up on your side.

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it OK... I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you I love the things that you do

We were made for each other Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me... Yeah

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when you're gone, but were you there in the first place.

yesterday was both fun and terrible for me.

haha i did this personality test online.and i find it quite accurate!especially on how i work(bold part).
here it is:

jae is an optimistic individual. She is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. She tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to her charm. jae is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to her because they find her inspirational.A loyal friend, jae is patient and caring when attending to the needs of others. She is usually an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. She tends to be quite predictable, sticking with proven, reliable methods of dealing with situations rather than taking chances with a new, unproven approach.Neat and orderly, others usually see jae as practical. She needs adequate information to make decisions, and she will consider the pros and cons. She may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalize her emotions. jae likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, and she will follow a logical process to gain successful results.Because she cares about how others feel, jae may feel uncomfortable making decisions that strongly affect others. She typically encourages others to be involved in the decision making process and prefers to work in a team role. Others tend to see jae as agreeable and humble.

Innocence-Avril Lavigne

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away I need you now
And I'll hold on to it Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

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This innocence is brilliant
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

these few weeks, my sister develop a liking for the only purple toothbrush in my house. she used it to brush her teeth everyday, perhaps in hope to make them shinier.lols.but she never realise a fact until today(and i seriously dunno why,either her memory loss or something), that the purple toothbrush is MINE and hers is the ORANGE ONE.

omgoodness.

i've been sharing with her for weeks. O.O

and yes, luckily, she is my sister.not anyone else.

anyway still, i dun understand what is so nice abt my purple toothbrush.i pity you, orange.

lols.

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am missing who.

trust is the key.

after the white tigers issue ystd, WE WENT TO THE ZOO TODAY.HAHA

2.and off he jump.....

3.ending point:13METERS AWAY.NICE ONE COLLIN:D(-appluase-)
lol i think we all went really crazy today suan-ing each other and acting like kids:P but we really had fun and enjoyed it(:

to vj harmoc: please read the harmoc blog( http://vjcharmoc.blogspot.com) for updates on 10 dec xmas carolling(:
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i prefer to stay believed(:

残人心毁社会毁世界

nothing-to-do-during-holidays syndrome sympton no.1:do this kind of long tests.LOL.

1 ) The last person who tagged you is :
ELIZABETH
2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :
Abnormal relationship.LOL.jk.friend lar.
3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :
she eats very fast, sleep super early, grades very good.....
4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :
my BEST audition mate!
5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :
all those abt ___________
6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will :
O.o
7 ) If he / she becomes your lover ,thing he / she has to improve on will be :
can't think of any...
8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :
erm i never think of this qn before.
9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is :
SHOPPING!
10 ) your overall impression on him / her is :
siao zha bo.
11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :
another siao zha bo.lol.
12 ) the character you love about yourself is :
being a siao zha bo? haha ( PAE will agree with this - nods - )
13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is:
too lazy perhaps.
14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :
hmm..someone who know me best.
15 ) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :
this is random kay.dun complain if you are not inside coz 10 is too little .LOL. :
1.xilei
2.elizabeth
3.jasmine
4.erica
5.aloysius
6.PAE
7.glen
8.collin
9.hark
10.weien

16 ) who is no.6 having a relationship with?
hmm. i dunno if she is seeing anyone...
17) is no.9 a male or a female?
not a human i guess.LOL.jkjk. but i miss her! (i mean "it" ):x
18 ) if no.7 and no.10 are together , will it be a good thing?
wierd.i dunno...
19 ) how about no.8 and 5 ?
no. 5 might have interest, but i dun think no.8 will want to.LOL.jkjk lar.
20 ) what is no.2 studying about?
pokemon PLATINUM
21 ) when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
sat.ymca citi proms:D
22 ) what music band does no.8 like?
a lot i guess..he buys lots of albums..
23 ) Does no.1 have any siblings ?
A younger brother whom she tries to matchmake my sis with.
24 ) will you woo no.3 ?
she belong to someone else alr lar.
25 ) how bout no.7?
HAHA i dun think so.
26) is no.4 single?
yeah. she is available.guys are welcome!(oops.she will kill me :x jkjk.)
27 ) whats the surname of no.5?
koh (cold)
28 ) whats the hobby of no.4?
watch football
29 ) do no.5 and 9 get along?
they dunno each other.
30 ) where is no.2 studying at?
08S72 HCI
31 ) talk something casually about no.1?
she claims to be my darling.
32 ) have you tried to develop feelings for no.8?
No. haha.
33 ) where does no.9 live at?
somewhere near weiting.
34 ) what colour does no.4 like?
RED
35 ) are no.1 and 5 best friends?
no. but they know each other.
6 ) does no.7 like no.2?
too bad. They have never met.
37 ) how do you get to know no.2?
st nicks:D
38 ) does no.1 have any pets?
no.
39 ) is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
omgoodness.can i dun answer this qn?

oh great. at this rate i am going to rot + decompose and return to Mother Earth in a few days time.

actually it is not that i cannot find things to do.but i am really lazy to do it.

i wonder what is happening to me. perhaps i got really used to those days during st nicks & huahui when we almost went back to school everyday during the june + dec holidays to do qihang and openhouse stuffs(banner,posters, souvenir etc) However i survived last year after the O levels without any huahui stuffs at all. wait come to think of it, i kept myself really busy replenishing my sleeping hours, shopping(like as if i never shopped before) and watching a "doesn't-seem-to-end" list of dramas last yr during dec. However, i have no urge to do any of that this year at all( i dun wanna shop much due to $$ probs:/ ) , and i seriously dun like this feeling.it is a feeling of emptiness:/ suddenly i have this strong desire to have harmoc practices everyday(i think everyone will kill me), at least it can keep me busy every morning or something.lol.

argh. someone whoever please cure me from this nothing-to-do-during-holidays syndrome.


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we will always be there for you(:

陈伟联 - 触摸
词：彭资闵 曲：Jimmy Antiporda

听说南方从来不会有寂寞
听说在海边世界没有尽头
你哭着告诉我你和他梦想的种种
我会是你雨天的湖泊 拥抱你的温柔

好想看你的笑容 对离开的他说
你心中那份美丽怎么找都不会再有

轻轻触摸未来遥远的风 有一天你会找回你的梦
幸福是看得透 而不是舍不得他的所有
慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火 我在这天黑了也不会走
你的快乐除了他还有我永远守候 不要难过

听说冬天叶子熟了会 脸红
听说在天空 有迷人的星座
一起去探险吧也许你会喜欢而感动
你沉默的时候我知道你的心还很痛

真想看你的笑容 对你的他大声说
你心中那份美丽怎么找都不会再有

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轻轻触摸未来遥远的风 有一天你会找回你的梦
幸福是看得透 而不是舍不得他的所有

move on, as if nothing had happened before.
how easy,but i never say i won't try.

HOHOHO.PW IS OFFICALLY OVER.

to my allies : bong, sheena, stacy and rachel, thanks for all the hardwork all these months!(: Adnemy rocks!:D
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YMCA CITI PROMS!

A few of us from 08S38(me,jasmine,erica,glen,garrett,jacq,bong,yingying & fang fang) volunteered to help out for ymca citi proms concert ystd. It was pretty enjoying, helping out the less fortunate or physically/intellectually disabled to allow them to enjoy the concert. However it was kinda tiring due to the hot blazing sun and the dunno how long route that we had to walk from the ulu botanical gardens to the main road and vice versa.

Me, jasmine, bong and yingying were allocated to be the hosts while the others belonged to logistics. Well being a host was to lead a specific group of beneficiary and take care of them throughout the concert such as taking them to toilet, helping them take the candy floss etc.
Me and jasmine paired up and led a group called MINDS. They are a group of intellectually disabled people of all ages. We really had some difficuly communicating with a few of them since they could not really convey their message clear enough to us. Also, some would require more care than the others as sometimes they would start running about dangerously and randomly. Fortunately beside the 2 of us there were adult volunteers from citi bank to pair up with each of them to take care of every individual. This seriously lessen a lot of our worries and workload(: i really respect the citi banks volunteers alot since ystd as they were really really patient and caring to the members from MINDS and constantly talk to them with a smile even though some kept bringing inconveniences to them. This is really the vounteer spirit manns.

here are some of the photos!

ps: if you notice, the ymca shirt is so similar to our i love st nicks shirt!haha

to vj harmoc: please read the harmoc blog( http://vjcharmoc.blogspot.com) for updates on 10 nov practice(:
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can you bring forever to me

taking a break from my OP prep again xP

guess what, i finished BREAKING DAWN! coz krystal dun have the 3rd book eclispe, so i downloaded its E book. haha in the end i couldn't wait and immediately downloaded the last book breaking dawn after that. But i read very fast this time becoz i need to prepare for pw, so i think i missed out a lot of important details.i'm definitely going to read again after my PW officially ended.HAHA so Krystal, lend me your breaking dawn after u read!i want to read the book version!

truthfully, i didn't regret stopping myself from continuing the series after i read twilight last year. because if i have read that time, i think i will simply suffer terribly while waiting for the last book breaking dawn to be out this year lar. Eclipse really made me want to know what will happened between edward and bella after their wedding and the last obstacle they are going to face. In the end it turned out well with a lot of thrilling surprises(: Out of these 4 books, breaking dawn is definitely my favourite:D

lastly here are my comments for each book!
(note: this is a spoiler so u may want to stop reading this post if u haven read the series yet.haha:D)

1.Twilight:
haha it definitely made me go crazy over edward cullen for a period of time.THIS KIND OF GUY( both looks or character) DOESN'T EXIST IN THIS WORLD i guess.LOL.i think the so called forbidden love that started from this book is one of the factors that causes me and the others to continue reading without fail to find out what will happen to this couple in the
end:D

2.New Moon:
i think this book is seriously okay lar.Not as bad as what others think.Even though edward never appear for at least half a book becoz he chose to break up with bella for her own good, the sudden appearance of jacob by bella's side to console her is very comforting(: The last part of the book when edward wanted to kill himself due to a misunderstanding that bella was dead is very exciting as well. (Oh xinni, i never cried in the end.haha)

3.Eclipse:
If i remembered correctly, i got a bit sick of their kisses when i got to this book.(too much i guess) Hmm, i don't really like the part where bella struggled between jacob and edward at the start, as bella always tried to sneak out to find jacob and caused edward to worry about her. But the part where the wolves and the vampires cooperated to kill the newborns and victoria was damn cool. And of course! Bella agreed to edward's marriage proposal!

4.Breaking Dawn:
This book is like the last book of harry potter, alot of things happened. Firstly, they got married and went for honeymoon and well, got pregnant after 16 days. haha edward and his vampire family were totally shocked by this fact as erm in the first place it was hard for them to do what a normal couple can do already coz edward could simply crush her easily with his strength. But they managed to do it even though the first time they tried got bella bruises all over her body. Amazingly it got her pregnant and the vampires got damn worried as she was only human and the creature inside her would kill her. In the end her daughter later named as Resmenee really almost killed her but she was transformed into a vampire by edward in order to be saved. The part on how special bella was as a vampire and resmenee as a half vampire half human is amazing and damn nice! i also love the last part where they had to "fight" with the volturi royals.Alice and bella were really the heroine of that fight! and duh, they lived happily forever (really forever,coz vampires wun age) as a family in the end.HAHA.

okay OP tmr and hence i shall end here.but this series is greatly recommended by me to read(: good luck to VJ 066-070!:D

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define forever.

“这首歌用充满画面的回忆，企图剥离我们早已习惯的坚强外壳。”

The songs in this album are nice. i believe many will know how to write songs using the theme 突然好想你, but i think this is the best i have seen yet(: the lyrics are really very true yeah.
enjoy:D

五月天 - 突然好想你
词曲：阿信

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息

想念如果會有聲音 不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於 我自己 只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己

突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲 變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你 帶我走過最難忘的旅行
然後留下 最痛的紀念品

我們 那麼甜那麼美那麼相信 那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各算的幸福和遺憾中老去

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息
最怕此生 已經決心自己過 沒有你 卻又突然 聽到你的消息

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突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

take care,both of you. (:

醉赤壁-林俊傑
作詞：方文山 作曲：林俊傑

落葉堆積了好幾層 而我踩過青春
聽見 前世誰在淚語紛紛
一次緣份結一次繩 我今生還在等一世
就只能有一次的 認真

確認過眼神 我遇上對的人
我揮劍轉身 而鮮血如紅唇
前朝記憶渡紅塵 傷人的不是刀刃
是妳轉世而來的魂

確認過眼神 我遇上對的人
我策馬出征 馬蹄聲如淚奔
青石板上的月光照進這山城
我一路的跟 你輪迴聲 我對妳用情極深

洛陽城旁的老樹根 像回憶般延伸
妳問 經過是誰的心跳聲
我拿醇酒一罈飲恨 妳那千年眼神
是我 醉醉墜入赤壁的 傷痕

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我拿醇酒一罈飲恨 妳那千年眼神
是我 醉醉墜入赤壁的 傷痕
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learning to recognize the lines.
思念你的微笑。